Random Rolly

Less than 4 hours to go and I’ll be turning 31 already.. already!!!!! nakakaloka! My bestfriend asked me earlier if anu daw feeling ng 31.. I was left thinking.. pano nga ba? or anu ba dapat maramdaman when you age? Then I realized na wala akong plano mashado so far. 

For now.. I want a new job na higher compensation, I want to go back home for good, I want to remodel our house, I want to buy a car, I want to loose weight.. I want to be better! 

It’s not that I am not fine with where Im at in life currently pero that’s how life nga diba.. you don’t stop reaching for another level parang games lang hehe. 

I am excited that I am turning another year older na walang super close person na namaalam and most of the people that I care about is healthy and safe. I think that’s something that I am really thankful for. I am not expecting for anything grand on my birthday. Greetings and well wishes are fine. ^__^

Photo with my boo. hahaha 

I have been editing my photos using VSCOCAM app but for the past few days it has been acting up. When I tried editing photos the app crashes and eventually my entire phone. This is the only app that I use in every photo I upload online. Sad that I have not been able to edit anymore but the good thing is I have learned to appreciate photos in its raw form. I am using iPhone 8 plus btw and boy look at that quality. ^_^

Attended my Pamangkin’s Birthday and Christening and took some photos using my XE2 with 35mm prime lines. I am very happy with my shots! ^_^

BTS (방탄소년단) - Life Goes On (English Translation)

I have been working from home for 3 weeks now. This pandemic has thought us so much about how things can change in an instant. In an instant plans were paused but definitely not cancelled.

Anyway, I am not posting this to rant about this pandemic. lol. I haven't been taking photos for quiet some time now. I can still remember saying back then that if I already own a camera I will not stop taking photos but after I bought a camera I no longer have that drive when I used to just take photos using my mobile phone. Uhg! The irony of life.

Last weekend, November 8, 2020 me and my housemate Pia decided to go do some errands like laundry, water refill and get her car plate number from the car owner and yes she has a new car . lol! Earlier that day I binged watched Jessica Kobeissi's YouTube videos. She's a photographer that I really like. check her YouTube page if you have time(promotion right there XD). Anyway, I got inspired to finally pick up by dusty old Fujifilm XE2 with 35mm 1.7 Meike lens. Please enjoy the photos I took that day. ^_^

These are just my favorite from all the photos I took hat night and I am not very satisfied. I still don't feel that eagerness to take photos and think about the shots I take. For writers they call it writer's block and I feel the same. I know photography is my hobby but I no longer have that same old drive back when I was just contented taking photos with my mobile phone. I still enjoy browsing and watching about photography though and I feel happy about that, at least I know that I am not totally trying to get rid of photography from my system.

Take a deep breath Until both sides of your heart get numb Until it hurts a little Let out your breath even more Until you feel Like there’s nothing left inside It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words

Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you

It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words

Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you Even if others think your sigh

Takes out energy and strength I already know That you had a day that’s hard enough To let out even a small sigh Now don’t think of anything else Let out a deep sigh Just let it out like that