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Catching ladies is my delight So I go fishing by shiny night Doesn’t matter black or blonde I threw my worm into the pond.

Water, water in the sea Bring your creatures up to me I pull them up, release my… Fish on. Water, water soaky cloud Help me get your creatures out Let them come release my … Fish on

It smells like fish, I take a sniff The bait is fresh, my rod is stiff The hook is big, made from steel. I put some grease upon my reel

Some are bigger, some are small, I don’t care, I catch them all.

Water, water in the sea Bring your creatures up to me I pull them up, release my… Fish on. Water, water soaky cloud Help me get your creatures out Let them come release my spouse Fish on

I got my rod , I love my sp… I’ve ready set my fishing yarn Moby dick’s out of sight They find my nemo every night

Some are bigger, some are small I don’t care, I catch them all.

Water, water in the sea Bring your creatures up to me I pull them up, release my… Fish on. Water, water soaky cloud Help me get your creatures out Let them come release my spouse Fish on

How I feel after waking up from naps.

bless confident fat girls and bless fat girls who aren’t so confident

bless fat trans girls

and fat girls of color

and fat girls with eating disorders

disabled fat girls 

poor fat girls who can’t afford to do OOTD posts

fat girls who don’t wear makeup and aren’t hyper feminine

and bless fat girls who are

all fat girls

bless em all

And get this. When you experienced this trauma, no matter how long it happened or how many times, your brain instantaneously made judgments about the world, your sense of self, and others. This is why you’re paranoid. Why you trust no one. Why you perceive things to exist that aren’t true in reality. It’s why people say you’re crazy, over-dramatic, or too emotional.

*driving home*

Me: Let’s see what’s on the radio.

DJ: “It’s a tragic day for all men today—Leonard Nimoy died. Most boys had a Star Trek phase growing up. You girls probably have trouble telling the difference between Star Wars and Star Trek, but trust me, it’s a big deal that he’s gone.”

Me: …

Fake geek boys don’t know that Leonard Nimoy was an outspoken feminist who campaigned to get equal pay for the female actors on the show, and who after his Star Trek days continued to advance feminist goals like fat body acceptance.

draw what makes you happy

work with your anxiety not against it

if working in a sketchbook makes you anxious, draw on printer paper or index cards

that way if that shit starts pissing you off you can literally toss it across the room

if one medium is giving you trouble try another

take a break from digital to work traditionally or vice versa 

draw from reference

trace over reference with the intention of internalizing shapes 

take what you love about other’s work and incorporate it into your own

if you need to work but are having trouble focusing, set a repeating timer

dick around for ten minutes and then work for ten minutes

if the timer goes off and you still feel like working, keep working

be kind to yourself

draw when you can as much as you can

do NOT beat yourself up for not being able to work

working in pen or marker can help you overcome fear of permanent mistakes

it can also help you work quicker and looser

do your undersketch in blue pen/marker and go over it in black

make corrections with whiteout or white gel pen

when you want to draw but don’t know what to work on, start by drawing circles or other shapes

fill a page with nonsense doodles

warm up your wrists

do the bean exercise

just fill a page with beans

being the ugliest friend in the group

being too emotionally drained to do simple tasks like showering

falling into existential crisis’

crying way too much

eating my feelings 

caring about people who don’t give two shits about me

being exceptionally ordinary and possessing no redeeming qualities

cancelling prior commitments due to anxiety

stare into space and be like

stare into space and be like