Tyler Tui.

I am blessed. Often times, I take that for granted. Bad days, bad moments, negative energy, all of that often makes me forget how blessed I am and how grateful I should be. Today was a great day and it's days like this that make me remember who I am deep down inside and what truly makes me happy. Lately, I've been so sucked up in the stresses of life that I've been going through. So bad, to the point where I've been rude, inconsiderate, ungrateful, and just not myself, which is the way that I did not grow up and was not raised. And for that, I owe a lot of people some apologies. All the negativity needs to stop. I know who I am deep down inside, I know that I am capable of doing great things. We only have one life and we have to make what's best of it. I've learned and continue to learn to love myself for who I am and be comfortable in my own skin. There are people in this world who have it worse than I. I admit, I can be a bitter and jealous person, in fact it’s a flaw that I have, and I need to change that. I need to learn how to let shit go and move on and not be so salty and bitter all the time over the littlest things. I was happy once a time, and then something that I don’t know and can’t explain happened. Over the last few years, I forgot how it felt to be happy and to be myself. I’m taking the proper steps to try and change that. Because if I can’t be happy and love myself, how can I ever expect those around me to be the same.