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Summary: V doesn't get back from the fight with Urizen.
Warnings: none (V/Vergil x reader)
Words: 1163
Author's note: hope you like it ๐ sorry if there are any typos ๐คง
I tossed and turned on my bed. I can't sleep. Wish I could just forget everything.
I've always had nightmares. That kind of nightmares that makes you wake up in the middle of the night, sweating. They were about my parents. V was always there for me when that happened. He would read his William Blake book for me. Knowing that I won't ever hear his voice again breaks my heart.
I sit on my bed, raising my knees to my chest.
"Can I have a break from everything?" I murmur, tears streaming down my face.
The moon outside is the only light on my room. Vergil's here in the same house that I am and that makes me uncomfortable. I can feel his dark side but I also feel love coming from him.
I don't know what to think of him anymore.
What Dante said keeps getting in my head.
"V is him, he always have been."
Is that really true? Can that guy that is cold, dark and selfish be that kind, soft and protective man?
A knock on the door gets me out of my thoughts. I raise my head towards the door.
"Y/N, it's me, Nero." Nero. I dry my tears and let him in.
This is the first time that I see him since they got back. When he enters, he gives me a weak smile and softly closes the door.
He's wearing a blue coat and black pants, his hair is the same color of Dante's. And his face... ouch, doesn't look so good. He has purple bruises over his face, under his eyes, on his cheek.
Those blue eyes catch my eyes and I decide to pretend like nothing happened.
He sits on my bed and I raise my hand to his face.
"Oh my God, are you okay?" I touch the bruise on his cheek and he hisses, catching my hand. I look at him, concerned.
He breathes out, letting go of my hand.
"I'm fine. Are you?" My shoulders falls when he says that. So he knows.
I lower my head, looking at my lap.
"Look, I don't know who told you but the conversation that V was always Vergil doesn't catch on, why don't you just simple tell me that he's dead?" I speak, tearing up.
I really need to spill out my poison on someone but I don't want that person to be Nero.
"You don't understand, Nero. It feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. I lost my mom, my dad and now V. I keep losing people, maybe the problem was always me. I'm cursed. That's the only reason." I get up of my bed, panicking.
V was the only thing that gave me a reason to live, after what happened with my parents. I don't know if I can leave without him.
Nero gets up and goes in my way.
"You need to listen to me. I know you're angry, sad but that won't help. You need to calm down. I'm here for you, Dante's here for you." I shake my head while Nero tries to calm down. He gestures me to sit on the bed again.
"I will explain everything. If you keep calm and don't interrupt." He says, serious looking deeply into my eyes.
I try to stay calm but it all feels crazy. I hope Nero can explain all of this.
"I know that you don't like Vergil but he wanted to be more... powerful. So, he found a way to separate his human part and demon part. That's when V came. He's Vergil human part." I listen very carefully and I notice that Nero is struggling with his words.
"So without it, he became Urizen. Dante didn't like when V showed up saying that Vergil was a demon, like a 'full' one. So, they called him Urizen. V joined Vergil, with his feelings. So, technically Vergil is also in love with you, because them both share the same feelings." He looks down, feeling a bit embarrassed.
I just stare at Nero. So, I feel in love with Vergil this whole time? But... he's so different. Maybe that could've explain the look on Vergil's eyes, they weren't cold. But still, they're so different from each other. Nero notices that I won't speak so he continues.
"V is Vergil's humanity, everything that V lived or felt, Vergil knows." He bites his lower lip.
I'm freeze, my voice won't come out even if I want to. When I found my voice, i look at Nero harshly.
"Are you saying that that man downstairs, that arrogant, cruel and careless man is actually the man I fell in love with?" I frown my eyes. My heart is in million pieces and there's no one that can put it back together again.
"I'm sorry, Y/N but Vergil's back if you like it or not. Or that happened or V would actually die. " he whispers these last words.
I turn my head to him in a bink of an eye.
I don't want to know how this happened but I have only one question.
"Was he in pain?" I can't hold back anymore and I let myself cry in front of Nero. A few tears stream down my face.
"I can't really say but it seemed so." With these words I break down. I held back these tears a long time now.
Nero gets closer to hug me. I put my head on his shoulder and let myself to cry.
Slowly, my cries fades away and I relax a bit. I stay in Nero's arms. I really need a friend right now.
"You know, that guy downstairs is changed and he loves you. He would die for you. You just need to believe in him, and find V in him. I know that you'll find him." He whispers while he tightens his hug.
"I have another thing to say to you." He breaks the hug and I frown at his sudden seriousness.
"Vergil's my lost father." He says, hesitating.
I look at him with wide eyes. I bring my hands to my mouth, surprised.
"I know it's crazy but-" I suddenly cut him.
"Does that make me your, you know." I say, knowing that he'll understand.
"My stepmother, eh maybe." He pouts. I give him a glare.
"Ew, that's weird. I'll consider you as my friend, though." I hit his chest making him laugh.
"Now go, I need my beauty sleep." I say as he gets up from my bed and goes towards the door.
I get up to make the bed to sleep when Nero speaks.
"Think about what I told you, will you?" I nod. When he gets out of the room, I fall on my bed.
This is a lot to take in. Guess I'll have to change my mind about Vergil, still I'm not ready to go there and face him.
I'm not ready.
















