This One's For You

I never knew ghosts were real until I met you.

You still find me in my dreams no matter how far away I run. I hear your voice clear as day telling me what you think even though I didn’t ask. I hear your snide remarks and your dumb jokes that only we understood. I’ve erased you from everywhere possible, yet it seems like that just made your ghost more present in my life and honestly I’m tired. I’m tired of having to live this stupid double life where I fight you every day.

You still find me in my dreams no matter how far away I run. I hear your voice clear as day telling me what you think even though I didn't ask. I hear your snide remarks and your dumb jokes that only we understood. I've erased you from everywhere possible, yet it seems like that just made your ghost more present in my life and honestly I'm tired. I'm tired of having to live this stupid double life where I fight you every day.

I keep going through these cycles of hope and regret, but there's no way to turn back the clock. I can't go back and fix my mistakes. I can only hope to let go of these regrets one day... no matter how badly I want to reach out to you.