#relatable enough?

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so here i am

wondering how i can deal with this

who knows what it's like?

living in a place where no one seems to get it?

and you can't say anything for fear of being too pushy or strange

they'd say i need help or to get out

but i don't know what to think

hell doesn't scare me if i'm the one going

i am an oddity

i hope you know that

my family doesn't know what to think about my faith

and it makes me unsure of what to think about it

i'm alright

i promise i really am

i just don't know why it was me sometimes

people tell me i must be the one to save them

i don't know if I believe them

they're perfectly happy without god it seems

i certainly can't speak for them

so what do i say?

Mom: (starts talking about some random thing she believes is in the bible, but probably isn't.)

Dad: (starts complaining about how the bible's been changed since some random point in history)

My brother: "why are we talking about this [at dinner]?