gee

That is your power.

what she means: I will forever be haunted by the fact that I may never really know what was the cause of the split and what happened in capetown and listen to the full extent of the cabin album. I’m left forever searching for answers that I know I won’t find, no matter how many theories or “evidence” there is. I just might go to my grave without ever seeing the original Panic! At The Disco members reunite. I might go to the grave without seeing Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross reconcile with each other. Why is this band so shady? Was Ryden ever real? What really happened at Myrtle Beach that evoked that poem from Ryan? What happened that was so bad that it caused 4 best friends to choose sides against each other and then never talk to each other again? How come Spencer stuck with Brendon over Ryan, his best friend since 5 years of age? How come Brendon met Sarah during the era of Pretty. Odd. but only started dating her after the split and Jon and Ryan left? What happened in the summer that was so important, it’s still being written about, 8 years later? Lord help me this band is going to kill me.

Ryan: It’s called facepalm.