Alya Fadilah

“Grapes must be crushed to make wine

Diamonds form under pressure

Olive must be pressed to squeze oil

Seeds grow in the darkness

So, whenever you feel crushed, under pressure, or in dark place.

You are in a powerful place of transformation

Got what I mean?”

When I look back on my life, it is easy to see how every decision could have led me elsewhere. And if only i’d had the gift of hindsight, I could have changed it for the better. But how could I have known that crystal balls are just a skewed reflection of our present? So now I’m standing here, wondering what direction I should go in. Looking, looking for what I’m not seeing.

You’ve waited so long

For someone you can laugh

Even when you’re sad

Someone you can be at

Peace with, even with

A stomach full of butterflies

And as you are searching

The great sea of darkness

For a flicker of light

There is someone who is

Searching for you

One day you will find refuge

In another, and they will learn

To know your heart

Like it was their own

I used to think love had no limits-but I draw the line at myself

I can’t let you, trust me I’ve tried and I’m still trying,

How to move on?

If somebody told me, I still wouldn’t know where to go.

I’d follow the stars, wish I could see them, the sky feels so dark when you’re gone.

I’d follow my heart, but you took it with you the you walked out of that door.

If moving on means to forget,

Then even If I could, I wouldn’t.

Long nights of crying, I felt like I was dying every night.

-Ali Gatie🥀

If I ever gonna falling in love, I know it’s gonna be you.

Met a lot of people but nobody’s feels like you.

So, please don’t break my heart. Don’t tear me apart.

Trust me, I’ve been broken before.

‘Cause I want you, I want you, and you’re the only thing I want-

-Ali Gatie 🥀

You push my love away like it’s some kind of loaded gun

And I see the permanent damage you did to me

Sometimes, in the middle of the night, I can feel you again.

But I just miss you, and I just wish you were a better man

Better man- Taylor Swift