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"Yeah I just really like possession stories. Specifically one where the possessor isn't just completely evil and maybe didn't even intend to possess the other guy and/or can't leave the body, I extra like when the possessions become a reocurring thing to the point of it just being normal and the characters compromise and share a life together, and all of the character's friends also become friends with the possessor and everyone's happy"

the evening light feels different here.

Pixel post dividers for everyone! It's not much, but feel free to use them if you'd like. I don't know the ideal size for these, so let me know if they're too tall. I can make them a bit shorter next time.

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when i think about like. me n luna breaking up. i feel things in the same way we? did back then. atleast i think the same. god our hands hurt. and its deep and it makes me want to cry and it felt bad but it. it was , i dont know. maybe its just me but that damn game from what we remember of it, what I can grab from our memories of it, just.. it felt like we could just be and play and by play its not even play its more like just be ourselves and be FREE because i think i feel so trapped. but i think and i think and i feel that moment over again and it hurt and it hurt and i lived im alive i think and feel it and maybe from an outside perspective itd all look silly. maybe one day we'll look back and say "oh, that was silly!" but god god god its SO REAL and its. real its human its real in a way its hard to describe and i dont know how to get that across. ive felt so dead but maybe thats just because i dont know where the lines between fiction and reality are and maybe ive never known because ive never lived enough to know but i go back on those edges on those lines and i feel alive in a way. i dont know how much of the stuff that happened on that game was just roleplay or how much of it was actual drama or actual hurt and i dont know that it matters because it all mattered the same to us it all mattered so much. when i think about luna i get that same because on that same plane so much happens, in 'headspace' so much happens and you can get killed and revived and nothing could have happened and everything could have happened and you could be a robot one day and a cat another or a bird or a harpy or a bunny or a dragon and it wouldnt matter it wouldnt matter and it would matter as much as the entire world does. more than the world does. so much so much so much so much and it happpens and i miss when i had so many outside things because it was all that happening and you look over and its happening and you look again and its happening and you look all around and its happening happening happening. people changing and playing and making mistakes and making drama and making evil and making joy and making memories and forgetting and loving and hating and seeing the beauty in it all and tying bonds and breaking them. i miss that i miss it i miss it i missit i miss it i hate when i get a taste of it and then its like iii. cant get that again. i felt like it was an addiction but would you blame someone for getting addicted to the thing that made them feel alive? would you blame someone for being addicted to living? fuckfuckfuck? ?? do i make any sense. i just .. god i feel bad calling it home but it wasnt just home it was everything. --birdie/roms