And the one that kinda hurts the most is my female friend. She's been really busy as of late or so I think. She doesn't really tell me anything, so I don't really know what's going on. Kinda feel like she ignores my messages on purpose? Like we'll snap but as of late it's been real short answers. Just replying out of response rather than wanting to. So the convos don't last long but I'll see the snap score go up alot so it makes me think it's just me. Not saying they can't talk to others it just feels bad.

I get it though, I'm always doing the same things. Always a home body, so what's there to tell? I'm just a boring person. I wouldn't want to message me either if we're being honest.

As of late both my mornings and nights have been shit on my head. To much fucking thinking, to much looking back into the pointless past to see things I couldn't.