HELLO AND WELCOME

Take a look at the mirror and think what you see. I bet that you wont realize that in any case. We tried to help Pekka in every possible way we could. Is that wrong. Now we get help from doors and windows. Jokela got millions of euros to get therapist and school assistants - that is a bit too late for us and victims and their families. We have double grief - our son and victims and their families. Useless anyway to answer to a person like you with lack of empathy. With our other son I will report every bullying incidents to police. Have a good day.

Hi, When we talked last time, there were a few things that left bothering (and a bit unclear) to me… Well first of all, you say Steve has nothing to do with the thing we are slowing down… but you say he is a “factor” and “involved"… I mean do you think I’m totally blind and can’t see? What you write to each other makes my heart so broken and makes me almost cry. You “are with” Steve? You are his “girlfriend”, he “won your heart”?… I have seen how you send messages to each other.. and me, am I an irrelevant person that had to be manipulated and thrown away and I am not worth for your time anymore? And all what started between us in July.. You don’t say it was just fake? I believe in such thing as true love and people who match so so many levels as we do… tend to love each other deeply. First it was watching each other videos, we didn’t talk much but when we got to know each other better and better, we talked more about everything …and I think end of June and beginning of July… those were the times when love woke up, inside us both. Sweet times… You know why I have pains and why my heart and mind is hurt and broken… Because you are still the woman I love (I never had these emotions towards anyone in my sad and boring life). You made me free. You freed me from my prison of emotional apathy. You know… this makes me cry and I really feel like being cheated and lied all time… after all my videos, my writings, our talks & discussions and games and everything what started this July between us. I really love and care you so much. But all this is killing me, from inside.