Sleep Deprived Student

hi. i’ll be short & to the point.

I attempted suicide about 2 months ago. unfortunately, I wasn’t successful. I say unfortunate because now i’m being faced with $4k in medical bills. one for the ambulance and another for the hospital stay. I wasn’t the one who called 911, my friend stopped me. i wish i could be optimistic and say I’m grateful for being given this second chance, but honestly I feel like I’m being punished for living.

so to help combat this, I’m asking my followers or anyone else who sees this to maybe, if you have the means to, commission me or donate. My commission prices are fairly cheap, and I’ll draw just about anything except mechas and furries. Oh and pedophillia. I’m not against furries, I just can’t draw animals. Like at all.  my commission prices are in the neat little graphic below:

orange diamond, the fusion of yellow diamond and moussaieff red diamond

Hugs are good. The peeps of the Bellow tag are fully synchronised apperently. =)

And thank you Anon!

Matriarch

Sketches £10

Monochrome Sketch £15

Detailed sketches £15

Full Colour + Lineart £25

Full Colour + Background £35

9 character limit

Gemlings/Little Kids always half for each additional character

Colour +£10 (+ £4 for every additional character)

I can design a character for you at no extra cost. This does not mean I will draw you a reference sheets.

I can even write you something! Please PM me about this!

Please PM me for paypal information.

A signal boost is always appreciated.

What I Will Do:

Other fandoms yet I am very rusty with them so the quality will not be as good.

OC’s and Gemsonas ( I LOVE drawing gemsonas)

Anthropomorphic/Furries (This really depends)

I predominately draw females

I usually draw Steven Universe

Steven Universe AU’s (I Love this)

Steven Universe Human AU’s (I love them too!)

Gemlings

Gem Egg Hell AU (I like it a lot)

Shipping art (this can be difficult)

Portraits and Realism

Animals

I can draw Overwatch but I know nothing of the games and lore.

Just backgrounds (Will just cost £10 or less depending on complexity)

Comic Backgrounds. The price for this will be determine by how many you wish for me to do and how complex they are.

Nudity or Foreplay. If you want this please PM me..

PM me for any other questions.

What I will not do:

Gore, Vore or anything to do with blood or vomit/severe illness. I cannot stress enough how distressing that is for me so please do not ask me to do it or discuss it with me.

NSFW. This is not a nsfw blog. I view nudity and nsfw as two different things so PM me if you think whatever you want is ‘tame’ enough. For example foreplay or something suggestive is fine, blatant sex is not.  

Art that hates on something or another ship.

Undertale. I just do not draw for this fandom at all.

Underage Relationships.

Graphic Violence

Weapons like guns etc.

Please consider the following:

I mainly draw Steven Universe Fanart.

My style is very anime/manga like.

From Friday the 19th of August I will again be in full time education as well as studying and cleaning my house full time. Please understand that your commission will take a while, particularly at the end of the month.

Please do not rush or keep bugging me. I will give you updates, I will also sketch something or a character a few times if I am unfamiliar with them. The more complicated and unfamiliar the character is, the more time it will take. Rushing me will annoy me immensely as I am already going as fast as I can.

I suffer from two mental illnesses that severely affect my life. They can become very severe out of nowhere. This will delay your commission so I will tell you if it happens to crop up.

Shipping art will take considerably longer as I find it quite difficult especially if it is a ship like ‘Lapidot’ or along those lines.

Characters such as Jasper, Bismuth or Quartz Gems look very strange in my style unless they are drawn to be chubbier, softer or more gentle looking as my eye style is ‘cutesy’.

Please give me a picture reference, if you give me a written one do not moan at me for it being inaccurate.

You will get progress reports and updates. Please tell me of any inaccuracies. This is mainly for fully coloured pictures with backgrounds.

I will not refund you if you are not satisfied with the end product. I am sorry but if I spend 12+ hours on a fully coloured drawing whilst I’m at school and you just suddenly decide you do not like the end product despite getting updates and progress reports then I just see that as you trying to get a free drawing out of me. These take a long time and are very difficult if it is everything you can get and I do not have time to redo it. You had your chance when I gave you updates to tell me of inaccuracies.

I will not change your commission halfway through if you change your mind on what you want. For example I can show you a sketch and you can suddenly decide that is all you want. That is fine I will refund you your ‘change’. You cannot however have me fully colour a picture, sketching out a background for your let’s say Lapis and Amethyst at the beach but then decide you want me to draw you overwatch instead or you want to add 2 or three more characters. At the sketch stage you can only change your mind twice.

I will ask you permission before posting your finished piece to my blog.

Sketches £10

Monochrome Sketch £15

Detailed sketches £15

Full Colour + Lineart £25

Full Colour + Background £35

9 character limit

Gemlings/Little Kids always half for each additional character

Colour +£10 (+ £4 for every additional character)

I can design a character for you at no extra cost. This does not mean I will draw you a reference sheets.

I can even write you something! Please PM me about this!

Please PM me for paypal information.

A signal boost is always appreciated.

What I Will Do:

Other fandoms yet I am very rusty with them so the quality will not be as good.

OC’s and Gemsonas ( I LOVE drawing gemsonas)

Anthropomorphic/Furries (This really depends)

I predominately draw females

I usually draw Steven Universe

Steven Universe AU’s (I Love this)

Steven Universe Human AU’s (I love them too!)

Gemlings

Gem Egg Hell AU (I like it a lot)

Shipping art (this can be difficult)

Portraits and Realism

Animals

I can draw Overwatch but I know nothing of the games and lore.

Just backgrounds (Will just cost £10 or less depending on complexity)

Comic Backgrounds. The price for this will be determine by how many you wish for me to do and how complex they are.

Nudity or Foreplay. If you want this please PM me..

PM me for any other questions.

What I will not do:

Gore, Vore or anything to do with blood or vomit/severe illness. I cannot stress enough how distressing that is for me so please do not ask me to do it or discuss it with me.

NSFW. This is not a nsfw blog. I view nudity and nsfw as two different things so PM me if you think whatever you want is ‘tame’ enough. For example foreplay or something suggestive is fine, blatant sex is not.  

Art that hates on something or another ship.

Undertale. I just do not draw for this fandom at all.

Underage Relationships.

Graphic Violence

Weapons like guns etc.

Please consider the following:

I mainly draw Steven Universe Fanart.

My style is very anime/manga like.

From Friday the 19th of August I will again be in full time education as well as studying and cleaning my house full time. Please understand that your commission will take a while, particularly at the end of the month.

Please do not rush or keep bugging me. I will give you updates, I will also sketch something or a character a few times if I am unfamiliar with them. The more complicated and unfamiliar the character is, the more time it will take. Rushing me will annoy me immensely as I am already going as fast as I can.

I suffer from two mental illnesses that severely affect my life. They can become very severe out of nowhere. This will delay your commission so I will tell you if it happens to crop up.

Shipping art will take considerably longer as I find it quite difficult especially if it is a ship like ‘Lapidot’ or along those lines.

Characters such as Jasper, Bismuth or Quartz Gems look very strange in my style unless they are drawn to be chubbier, softer or more gentle looking as my eye style is ‘cutesy’.

Please give me a picture reference, if you give me a written one do not moan at me for it being inaccurate.

You will get progress reports and updates. Please tell me of any inaccuracies. This is mainly for fully coloured pictures with backgrounds.

I will not refund you if you are not satisfied with the end product. I am sorry but if I spend 12+ hours on a fully coloured drawing whilst I’m at school and you just suddenly decide you do not like the end product despite getting updates and progress reports then I just see that as you trying to get a free drawing out of me. These take a long time and are very difficult if it is everything you can get and I do not have time to redo it. You had your chance when I gave you updates to tell me of inaccuracies.

I will not change your commission halfway through if you change your mind on what you want. For example I can show you a sketch and you can suddenly decide that is all you want. That is fine I will refund you your ‘change’. You cannot however have me fully colour a picture, sketching out a background for your let’s say Lapis and Amethyst at the beach but then decide you want me to draw you overwatch instead or you want to add 2 or three more characters. At the sketch stage you can only change your mind twice.

I will ask you permission before posting your finished piece to my blog.

there’s an awful lack of Jasper & Carnelian content and i seek to change that