selenophile serendipity

Never thought that leaving my comfort zone would be this hard.

Living as a Neurology Resident in her junior year is such a very challenging thing ever happen in my life. I haven’t even start it yet, but i can feel the thrill thru my nerves. 

There are times that i cried, regreting the decision i made, even doubting myself to survive, but when i try to look from a different persective, there are lots of things that i shud be grateful for. 

I feel so blessed that Allah still give His blessing thru very supportive fams, besties, friends, and everything around and thus make me gained lots of spirit to keep going. I feel like i come back stronger, this is the path that i choose which Allah give His permission for me to continue doing my best in helping others, so there’s no need to worry bcs this too shall pass.

Hasbunallah wa ni’mal wakiil.. ni’mal maula wani’mannasiir..

I do want that thing, taking one step closer about having a serious relationship, especially in this age.

But when that conversation finally came up, i realize if i’m not ready yet, not because I’ve been busy with my dreams in achieving my career, I just... honestly don’t know why.

Until someone crossed my mind... and change my perspective.

Thank you for telling every single secret you’ve ever had, for believing me, for being so kind to me, 

but,

it might be different if it were someone else...

And every lesson changes a person.