IT WEIGHS HEAVILY ON ME

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i could’ve been somebody, you know?

‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’ ‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’ ‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’ ‘ i will never forgive you ’ ‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’ ‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’ ‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’ ‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’ ‘ i used to think i was broken ’ ‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’ ‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’ ‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’ ‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’ ‘ some names will always be cursed ’ ‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’ ‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’ ‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’ ‘ death is one of the senses ’ ‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’ ‘ fate is a fucking lie ’ ‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’ ‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’ ‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’ ‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’ ‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’ ‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’ ‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’ ‘ hurting others is a choice ’ ‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’ ‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’ ‘ i am strong enough for anything ’ ‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’ ‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’ ‘ i am allowed to live my life ’ ‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’ ‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’ ‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’ ‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’ ‘ you have to keep moving forward ’ ‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’ ‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’ ‘ love is never a weakness ’

‘ tell me about the dream where we the pull bodies out of the lake ’ ‘ it’s more like a song on a policeman’s radio ’ ‘ tell me how all this , and love too , will ruin us ’ ‘ we’ll never get used to it ’ ‘ there are so many things i’m not allowed to tell you ’ ‘ we know where the sound is coming from ’ ‘ the world is no longer mysterious ’ ‘ it’s thinking of stabbing us to death and leaving our bodies in a dumpster ’ ‘ i like him and i want to be like him ’ ‘ someone once told me that explaining is an admission of failure ’ ‘ history repeats itself ’ ‘ i wanted to be wanted ’ ‘ frequently i was finding myself sleepless ’ ‘ i’d like my money’s worth ’ ‘ we can’t punch ourselves awake ’ ‘ sorry about the blood in your mouth ’ ‘ you wanted happiness , i can’t blame you for that ’ ‘ a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy ’ ‘ tell me you’re not miserable ’ ‘ imagine being useless ’ ‘ there is no way to make this story interesting ’ ‘ i want to tell you this story without having to confess anything ’ ‘ he told me it wasn’t going to be okay ’ ‘ the minutes don’t stop ’ ‘ every morning another chapter ’ ‘ i wanted to give you something more ’ ‘ i’m sorry i came to your party and seduced you ’ ‘ you want a better story ’ ‘ i can already tell you think i’m the dragon ’ ‘ you still get to be the hero ’ ‘ i take the parts that i remember and stitch them back together ’ ‘ here is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all forgiven ’ ‘ the entire history of human desire takes about seventy minutes to tell ’ ‘ unfortunately we don’t have that kind of time ’ ‘ it isn’t over yet , it’s just begun ’ ‘ things happen every minute that have nothing to do with us ’ ‘ i wanted to fall down right there but i knew you wouldn’t catch me ’ ‘ you are a fever i am learning to live with ’ ‘ everything is happening at the wrong end of a very long tunnel ’ ‘ i just don’t want to die anymore ’ ‘ you want to die for love , you always have ’ ‘ let’s not talk about it , let’s just not talk ’ ‘ you say  ‘ i’ll give you anything ’  but you never come through ’ ‘ i’m hungry and hollow and just want something to call my own ’ ‘ anything past the horizon is invisible , it can only be imagined ’ ‘ you keep singing along to that song i hate ’ ‘ this is the place where everything starts to begin ’ ‘ monsters are always hungry ’ ‘ none of us are going back ’ 

“ what’s there to be faithful to? ” “ i have my body and you have yours. ” “ but go ahead, yell at yourself. ” “ some people don’t understand anything. ” “ let’s kill something. ” “ what does a man want? ” “ why take more than we need? ” “ you’d break your heart to make it bigger. ” “ i thought of myself as a city. ” “ will you defend yourself? ” “ i prefer to blame others, it’s easier. ” “ it helps to have an anchor. ” “ we throw ourselves into the future. ” “ what is a ghost? ” “ i glued my head back on. ” “ sooner or later they go to ground and rot. ” “ everyone runs the risk of being swallowed up. ” “ the bodies decompose eventually. ” “ you can try, but we will not remain unscathed. ” “ abandon your will and let the world have its way with you. ” “ when you have nothing to say, set something on fire. ” “ i gave shape to my fears and made excuses. ” “ something’s not right about what i’m doing but i’m still doing it. ” “ the enormity of my desire disgusts me. ” “ want something to chase you? run. ” “ take a body, maybe your own, and dump it gently. ” “ take only what you need. ” “ never finish a war without starting another. ” “ i’ve seen your true face. ” “ if you were walking away, keep walking. ” “ everyone needs a place. ” “ why do anything at all? ” “ who gets to measure the distance between experience and its representation? ” “ everything is a metaphor for itself. ” “ the night sky is vast and wide. ” “ i owe myself nothing. ” “ i like dead things, they cannot hurt me. ” “ there’s not enough room for us to be ourselves. ” “ my body is a graveyard. ” “ everyone wants a battlefield. ” “ people like to think war means something. ” “ love might be the wrong word. ” “ let’s admit, without apology, what we do to each other. ” “ all stories are the wrong story if you’re impatient. ” “ some say god is where we put our sorrow. ” “ in the wrong light anyone can look like darkness. ” “ some people like to hear the sound of their own voice. ” “ ____ took the gods and made them human. ” “ i am afraid. ” “ i put my sadness in a box. ” “ i think that you might like it here. ” “ i tell you these things because i love you. ” “ everything casts a shadow. ” “ i surrender my desire to be healed. ” “ shame means you’re guilty, like the rest of us. ” “ maybe it’s better if my opponent wins. ” “ you want it to mean something. ” “ you are what you cover up.”  “ one wonders why a story like this exists. ”  “ i want to give you more but not everything. you don’t need everything. ”  “ someone has to leave first. ”

❛  this? it’s just not you.  ❜

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