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In which Aerionâs wife is the opposite of him in all aspects, her gentle nature is less of something to break, but rather protect. Like a dragon guarding his plunder.
word count: 1,366
cw: 18+ mdni, talks of toxic relationships (not readers), consented biting, this is just pure fluff, sexual themes, characters are adults always - YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CONTENT AND MEDIA THAT YOU CHOOSE TO CONSUME
Ashford tourney was supposed to be for mending long lasting alliances with the houses of the Reach. Instead, your father-by-law had lost two of his sonâs on the journey, and the one that remained had managed to kill a horse during his first and now only joust. He had been banned from competing for fear the small-folk would try and pelt him to death with stones in the arena. You had been there all of three days, and you were all as sick of it as the people were of you.
Therefore when the evening jousts commenced at sunset, you had urged your husband to join you on a walk in the meadows. No one else will venture there you had said, they are preoccupied with the tournament.
And your words rang true, the meadow was deserted. Insects flew freely, birds sung loudly, an orange glow cast across the entire scene. It was picturesque. Utterly beautiful. Thatâs where you led amongst the flowers of the field, your head resting in your husbandâs lap as his fingers fell idly through your hair.
âYou are going to get filthy led down there.â He uttered, fingers tangling several strands together in a pattern which slightly resembled that of a plait. âYou worry too much about things that do not matter my dragon.â You reached up a hand, pressing your two central fingers against his lips as he parted them, welcoming their taste against his tongue before biting down lightly. A pout fell across your face as you yanked your hand back, little red crescents bled across your fingers from the rawness of his touch. Biting was a known affection of your husband. He did it playfully, he did it endearingly, he did it in bed, he did it when he thought you needed a reminder of to whom you belong. You had grown used to it being a silent form of I love you, this makes you mine.
In retaliation to his brute touch you kissed his palm tenderly, pressing his fingers flat against your cheek as your lips caressed his callous hands. âYou do not always have to be so gentle.â He murmured, his unused hand resuming its place at the crown of your head, massaging gently. âI do not seek to hurt you, husband.â It was true, did his immature actions like killing a horse in a friendly tourney make you want to suffocate him with your pillow? Yes. Would you ever do such a thing? No. Because you maintained impulse control, something your husband feverishly lacked. âPeople talk of our marriage you know.â It felt like a confession from his lips, he desired to be feared but he hated the whispers that carried pity in your direction, that he would dare lay a hand to his own wife, he would sooner cut it off himself than do such a thing to you. He was rough when he knew it brought you pleasure only, never would he strike you down for merely existing, why would he have taken you to wed if your thoughts and feelings deserved to be silenced at his hand? But he knew what people thought, he was publicly careless in his actions, he hurt others without thinking twice. They pitied you publicly, his own family even contributed.
The Mad Princeâs Poor Wife
Brightflames caged dove
The living ghost of Summerhall
They truly believed you to be so unseen. Sure you were quieter than most, but your husband was devoted to your every need. They did not see his affection, they had not earned it. You had never had to, but to hear the whispers on the wind of their blatant pity was painful. You were not ignored, far from it. But in Summerhall there was few that made good company, you often found yourself wandering the halls late at night when sleep would not find you, resulting in the living ghost becoming an unwanted nickname - because the servants truly believed you were wandering due to the fact your husband was bedding whores in your shared bedchamber, another misconception, he just snores very fucking loud.
âI know of what they say.â You looked up to meet his eyes lightly, his contrasted your own heavily âbut again, it does not concern me for they do not know me.â He scoffed, untangling his fingers from your hair âYes but maybe it should, they speak as if I hate you, I bed whores in our shared bed, I make you suffer when I do bed you.â
âMaybe they think that because you make me scream.â You giggled, you caught the amusement flash across his face in a subtly proud smirk before he shook his head âThat is absolutely beside the point. Do not be so vulgar, it is not befitting of a Lady.â He was teasing, abundantly so, he lowered his face until he was inches from your own, upside down from your perspective. The tip of his nose brushed against the bridge of your own, however in his distraction you placed several kisses to his taught jaw. His eyes fell shut with a hum, you tangled your hands in his hair, pulling his face as close as you could get it to your own, kissing his forehead to his cheek tenderly, before releasing him and turning onto your stomach, resting your arms in his lap. You were propped up that way, giving him better access to the entirety of your face. He seized the opportunity to entwine his hands with your hair full, locking them at the base of your scalp so that you were forced to maintain eye contact with him. âLook at this dress. Have you any idea the coin I spent on it?â He tutted, the once flush pink skirts were saddled with marks of dusty mud - it would undoubtedly brush off but he enjoyed the game of making a fuss. âProbably more than was necessary.â You smiled, meeting his lips in a devastating kiss as he groaned into your mouth.
âIt is growing late, we should return to bed.â He pulled away ever so slightly but you chased his lips with your own, âI do not wish to depart yet! No need to stay in that dreary place when this is the view.â He groaned against your lips before he was silenced by your tongue fighting its way back into his mouth. You settled yourself into his lap now, allowing you a better reach to his face as he chuckled quietly at your desperation for closeness.
âDo not laugh at me.â You whined, his hands settled to your hips in an attempt to settle your dispute. âYou are desperate.â He titled his head, a lazy smile planted onto his face, such a vast separation from the brute man that held his own on a tourney field. âI am allowed to be desperate you are my husband.â
âYes well, if you would come with me to bed I would be able to satisfy your desires.â He raised an eyebrow, a kiss pressed to the side of your face. âI desire your company and your affection and I want it here in this field.â You demanded, maybe it did sound a bit desperate in hindsight but you didnât have the care for it. He only laughed louder as you pouted at him, âyou sound childish. Lose the attitude my flame it does not best suit you.â
âChildish! How dare you!â
âOh how dare I? Gods I do forget myself.â His lips joined to your neck in a flurry of hurried kisses that only forced your laughter to join with his. âThere, is my wife now satisfied?â
A hazy smile joined your face, you adored your husband more than anything because to you this was who he was. It brought you pain more often than not to know how those around you viewed your relationship. They did not see his affection, they saw your withdrawal from public affection. You did not hold hands, you did not kiss or even touch where others could see. Because it was not for them to have. What you shared was gentle and sacred and entirely your own.
A/N: shorter and entirely out of character for aerion i know, but i couldnât resist. sometimes i forget im literally writing fanfiction and i can write whatever i want however i want so yes this is not who aerion is as a character but i had a lot of fun so i hope you all enjoyed.
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Summary â If having a fairytale love story guaranteed a happy ending, then, uh, why are you and Rafe getting a divorce?
Content â angst, hurt/comfort, brother's best friend, childhood friends to high school sweethearts to lovers to... divorce?
Navigation â Part 03 | Part 04 | Part 05
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a/n: bratty son of a millionaire CEO aerion being readerâs toxic ex boyfriend. english is not my first language
[optional] lore with valarr
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âŽïž you hated his fucking guts. he is a total jerk. pathetic, whiny spoiled brat who never lifted a finger in his golden life
âŽïž he is just a useless idiot, who got a job at his fatherâs company with his own spacious cabinet, his own corporate throne that he definitely did not deserve but still got because daddy wanted him to be a part of his legacy or some bullshit
âŽïž you think you broke up because of something stupid, when in reality your relationship were the epitome of a disaster. like his regular tantrums of jealousy, or his habit of picking up fights out of nothing, or how annoyingly irresponsible he was, or how he never forgot to remind you of his high status. it was a constant wild push and pull with him
âŽïž oh, the way aerion gaslighted and twisted everything he said or did, truly believing to outplay you, trying to make you apologise for the way you made him feel in the first place. the way you pushed back, calling him out on his bullshit, the way you yelled at him and the way he rolled his eyes. the way he guilt tripped you because of the money he has spent on you and the way you told he to go fuck himself with all the things he bought you. they way he pinned you to the wall, hissing in pure anger that you belong to him and the way you shoved his chest
âŽïž so eventually you broke up. loudly and violently. with screams and things flying around the room. it was catastrophic and final. and yet, aerion still was rearranging your guts every night, at least twice
âŽïž aerion was an awful boyfriend. truly. but he was a phenomenal fuck. you didnât even know why it felt so good and hated him more for it, but the hatred was settling down very quickly, especially with his head between your legs, groaning against your core, greedy tongue lapping and teasing. eating you out was always his ultimate alternative to an apology. not that he didnât eat you out on other occasions, the man was ready to nuzzle in between your thighs literally any given moment, no matter in what mood or condition he was. angry, frustrated, irritated, jealous, sad, affectionate, sadistic - he ate your pussy like it was his last meal
âŽïž it was also hard to be mad at him when he was splitting you in half at the backseat of his aston martin vantage. aerion's hands gripping your hips with a bruising force, his mouth lapping on your moving breasts as you ride him, his hand pressed firmly against your mouth to suppress the obscene moans that are coming out of you
âŽïž but still, you were not dating anymore
âŽïž you are not dating, he is just sending you videos of him fisting his cock and pornographically moaning your name, making you slam your phone screen down on the table during a work meeting
âŽïž you are definitely not dating, he just books you two a private villa because you âdeserve vacationâ and he knows exactly how to make you relax just right
âŽïž aerion is still a dick though. even when he is not your boyfriend anymore, he views you as his woman, because you certainly didnât mean all the things you said to him. aerion considers your breakup a âtantrumâ and lets you âplayâ in it, but he makes sure no other person sees you as available ever. so dating or even seeing someone else is out of the question, he just takes up so much space in your life you physically donât have time for other things except work, which he hates as well by the way
âŽïž in his eyes it is absolutely ridiculous that you have to spend so much of your time in the office doing nonsense while he is bored and misses you. aerion sabotaged your days many times by slutting out and making you stay home with him. he would kiss your neck, purring like a cat that if you were his wife, you would never have to work, he would pull you in his lap, while his hand snakes in between your legs, reminding you how good it would feel to give in and stay with him
âŽïž you still fight and argue a lot. mostly about his manipulations and arrogance, sometimes because of how jealous he is, occasionally because of you being ungrateful for everything he has ever done for you. aerion always tries to manipulate through luxury and the crazy rich lifestyle he provides. you yelled at him that you donât want to see him again? expect a diamond bracelet at your door in two hours. you tell him you donât want to see him? he sends ridiculous amounts of your favourite flowers to your apartment and work office. you tell him you need a break and it is better for both of you to not see each other for a while? he is already ready to fly you to france on his private jet
âŽïž when you refuse his every attempt at bribery, he just comes up himself and waits near your door, talking you into opening up and saying he will stay until you let him in, even if it means staying there till morning. aerion will use every tactic literally. he will sweet talk, threaten, beg, guilt trip, gaslight, seduce, bargain, you name it, he has done it
âŽïž no one ever told this mother fucker ânoâ in his perfect rich life. it is simply an absurd concept to him, he always gets everything he wants, from all the stuff his daddy bought him to, very literally, you. aerion is sure one day he will put a ring on your finger and treats it as an inevitable thing. maybe it is
letâs talk about it đŁ we know tt!Aerion and his girl have slept together post breakup and that at one point she picked up a plan B (so Iâm gathering sheâs not on birth control and also assuming Aerion doesnât use protection) is she experiencing pregnancy scares???
ahhh so i mentioned this a little in that same post about the plan b! but noo, she isn't having any scares.
after having maegor, she got on birth control. mainly because it was hard enough (and expensive enough) for reader and aerion to raise one baby at 20/22, respectively.
the reason she gets plan b after hooking up with the finance guy in KL is that she was paranoid: "Not that you thought you'd need itâyou had used protectionâbut the paranoia that came from having Maegor so young was hard to shake. That was around the time you'd decided you should also go see your doctor about starting birth control again."
this is so messy just bear with me!! the exact timeline is:
maegor's birth > birth control > aerion break up 18 months later > stops taking bc since she's only focused on work and the baby > makes out with aerion for the first time since the break up at daella's birthday
THEN maegor turns 2 > she dates robb until aerion sends him packing > she hooks up with that guy from KL and buys a plan b just in case > aerion gets himself arrested at the bar after finding out and does the whole "I don't want you to forget me, baby. I don't want you to leave me behind." > aerion dates jynessa until she gets catty with reader in front of maegor > she starts taking bc again
all of this is before they ever sleep together again <3
"nghh! please tell me you're all in," he avoids the question but his ears twitch.
with a slow slide, he bottoms out in you. your lips are pulled taut and thin, glistening as they're stretched wilide.
"hey short stack, you crying?" you don't even notice tears have slipped loose. he cups your face, ears flat in concern.
"does it hurt? i-ill pull out," soft whines bubble from his throat. he leans in, licking away the salt on your cheeks. poor valko, his size feels like an imposition to him.
you shake your head. "move," you tell him. he bites the inside of his cheek before he buries his head into your neck and starts rocking his hips.
you don't know if it's the result of his grueling sets at the gym or just the terrifying width of him, but you swear you feel every hot, pulsing vein running down his shaft dragging against your hyper-sensitive walls with every pump.
"s-so big..." a broken sob slips past your lips at the wet, friction-heavy slide of him.
it's only when he sees your brows drawn in ecstasy that he lets himself indulge in the tight, hot grip of you. your exhausted walls pulse around his too-heavy length.
the slick, crimson tissues cling to him, pulling outward and turning slightly inside-out as they drag along his length.
his gaze moves lower to where he pokes at your tummy from the inside. it has him trembling, halting entirely. his tail stiffens at the sight and then thumps onto the mattress eagerly
"are you going to move or not?"
that's all the permission he needs to fuck like a bitch in heat.
at the start of the relationship, valko would be the type to accidentally knot you, then continue to do it every time after that bc he's obsessed with your reaction from the first time. he also the type to cum a lot, like a flood. and it's thick, too. he absolutely nuzzles you after he knots you too, just burrowing into you and pressing himself flush to your body. he 100% has a size kink too, and when you say anything related to how big he is, he's popping a knot right then and there. he bounces you on his dick when you get tired and collapse into his chest. OH and he absolutely wants you to scratch and bite all over; his neck, biceps, back, shoulders, and anywhere else your nails and teeth can reach.
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âyouâre soâ youâre so tight. iâm not going to fit, pipsqueak. itâs okay. we can try again anotherââ
in one ear, out the other. paying caleb's pleading voice no mind, you sink down on him inch by inch, relishing the stretch but quickly growing impatient. beneath you, he throws his head back into the pillows, overwhelmed by the sheer warmth of you.
âplease. please. youâre squeezinâ the life outta me.â as if to prove his point, he starts to slur his words. âi dunno if i can take it.â
âyou can.â you dig your nails into his hip bones. âyou will. how much time did we waste, dancing around our instincts? weâve both wanted this for so longâitâs only right that we take everything the other has to give.âÂ
âthenâŠcan we take a break, at least? what if you hurt yourself? it canâtâ it canât be easy.â his mouth falls open, a whimper escaping as you swivel your hips trying to work your way to his base. âyouâre so small. too damn small.â
âmaybe you're too big. i like it, though. and once i fit you all the way in, iâll love it.âÂ
the rapid swell of his length isnât making this any easier. every time you make progress trying to take him, he only grows even larger inside you.
âyouâre the one who begged for this earlier. i want it, too. but you have to help meâi canât do it on my own, caleb. you've always helped me, haven't you? always been there to look out for me. canât you do it again?âÂ
swallowing thickly, he admires you through half-lidded eyes. when you push your lips into a pout, he nods slowly. giving in like he always does.
nerves alight, he wills his hips to drive three feeble thrusts into your heat. itâs a rare show of weakness from him, but even his lacking efforts make you slide farther down.Â
of course, your mixed arousal dribbling down his length does most of the heavy lifting.
âmore,â you urge. âmore. weâre almost there.âÂ
âi canât.â heâs almost delirious now. âso, so tight. feel like i canât breathe.âÂ
âdo it. you donât want to disappoint me, do you? if you do, you might not get the chance to make it up to me.â
ânoâŠno.â ardent as it is, his refusal is soft. heâs crashing quickly, devoting his waning energy to blinking the tears out of his eyes rather than projecting his voice. ânever.â tensing for a moment, he gathers all his strength and rolls his hips, slow and deep, into your center. you accept him greedily, hissing through the dull sting until the rest of your weight falls on his throbbing length. once youâre fully seated, the scandalous slap of skin on skin echoes through the room. his desperate moans and a string of curses follow.Â
finally, finally, you feel so incredibly whole.Â
you moan, lewd and lascivious, and lean down to kiss the center of his chest.Â
âwas i good?â he asks, rapid pants fanning the crown of your head. âyou feel so good. is this good?â
when you raise your head, he sits up on his elbows, eager to kiss your lips in grateful reciprocity.
it doesnât take much to dodge him. grinning, you splay your hand across his now flushed chest and push him back down, earning a whiny, defeated groan. sinking impossibly deeper, you give his nose a conciliatory peck.Â
âshhh. just stay like this. you donât have to do anything,â you murmur into his skin. âthat break you wanted earlier? we can take it now. i want to get used to this feeling. donât you?â
"women don't have a refractory period after orgasm. which would imply that there isn't an established maximum number of orgasms a woman can have in one session." you explain.
"makes one wonder what it's like for men, no?"
he exhales through his nose, taking his glasses off. âI must ask,â lips twitching to suppress a fond smile. âwhere youâre sourcing these facts.â
how you get to the bedroom afterward is just a blurry mess of tongue and teeth and spit.
What part of you hadnât fucked his still-hard cock? He was well past coherent thought now, senses dulled, pliant. as if drunk.
his thighs twitch as you keep pumping him slow and tight. his forearm drapes over his eyes, mouth parting as pretty sounds spill free.
âweâre at four,â you remind him, generous enough to keep count for him. you doubt he still can.
âh-how long do you plan onâmmhâgoing?â he drags his arm down just to watch your hand work him.
âtill you shoot blanks," you hum, just as affected as him.
The way his length jumps at every touch to his mess-slick tip, cum already frothing thick lewdly at the base, the way his whimpers keep slipping looseâhas you pulsing around nothing. zayneâs fingers find your folds, gathering the slick mix of your translucent arousal and his creamy spend as it dribbles down, pooling on the sheets.
his knuckles brush your clit. it makes you jolt and you swat his hand away. his cock jerks hard in your grip. Oh. is he into that?
âdonât distract me,â you murmur, lifting his hand to your mouth instead. You kiss his fingertips, slow.
His gaze goes glassy. you take two of his fingers in, sucking gently. The sound he makes is wrecked. downright sinfulâsomething you've never heard before. his jaw clenches to hold back sounds. still, you bite the tip of his fingers.
and that's all it takes. he lets out a shuddered whimper as thick jets of cum spurt into your hand.
you give him a moment to breathe, to ride out his orgasm, before you straddle him. He opens his mouth to protest but it dies in his throat as soon as your juicy pussy lips rub over his hardening length.
"just one more and then we stop." you promise. seeing his state, he likely wouldn't be able to see the endeavor through. his cock stiffens once you slip it in you.
"your dedication to your work," a lazy smirk plays on his face, hands finding your hips as you begin to move on him. "Is very attractive."
"godâyou're way too big," you savour the fullness that comes with being impaled on his perfectly chubby cock. zayne pulls you into a sloppy, messy kiss, his sticky spend stretching in obscene strings against your ass each time you bounce on him, wet plaps filling the room.
"push meâhah!âas far as you want." he murmurs into the kiss, before he lets out a small moan when you keep tightening at his words, gripping his poor, oversensitive dick like a vice.
your pace grows insistent. desperate. his swollen head drags along every ridge of your tight walls so wonderfully that your vision blurs. zayne's lips go lower, placing open mouthed kisses on your collarbone, the curve of your tits, eating up his drying cum.
how can you last long when he's like this? One brush to your clit and youâre breaking, sobbing as you clamp down and milk him for another orgasm. he groans, spilling again.
still, zayne manages to spread your folds apart, watching your hole twitch around him, until his cum creams hot around the stretched rim of you.
his fingers trace it, where your hole pulses around him in the last throes of your release.
"wanna take a picture?" You tease.
part 3 of the FOR SCIENCE series
"no. this sightâ" his eyes never leave the place you're joined. "Is for my eyes alone."
18+. rockstar!chosoâs girlfriend always gets him caught !
1. HEADLINE #1 : Râ CKSTAR CAUGHT GETTING BJ IN THE REC ROOM ?!
in REC room eight, choso kamo is flipping switches while pretending your hands arenât fondling his cock.
12 PM friday means the rec room heat & chosoâs sweaty thighs. choso kamo has his headphones on his ears as sukuna & suguru practice on the other side of the glass pane, but he canât seem to focus on sukunaâs voice crackling through his speakers. half of his mindâs on his pretty girlfriend perched on the chair beside him, lashes fluttering and skirt bunched up your thighs as your palm rubs at his already swollen cock.
âchoso,â you coo sweetly. âi miss you.â
âmiss you too, baby,â he rasps, but itâs more of a whimper & your palm rubs just over his throbbing tip as his hips twitch. his eyes are stinging but your touch is warm & choso kamo is in really big trouble.
he reaches for a switch on the board. âtrying to work, princess,â he breathes, and you press your thumb to his clothed slit and his head goes all dizzy again. âcould you please let me focus?â
his headphones crackle with sukunaâs voice but choso doesnât hear it. âchoso, the reverb. can you amp that shit up already?!â
âno,â you huff. âyouâre always working. need you so bad, choâyou donât need me?â
and choso whimpers, because of course he does, because what else is he supposed to do when you zip down his jeans & pull out his swollen, heavy cock? your eyes are glimmering & heâs so fucking hard and thereâs already precum smeared over the flushed pink tip. you lick your lips. flash him a smile. âaw, cho. hard for me already?â
he stifles a gasp, cheeks hot. âso hard. mmfphââ you pump him slow & he swallows, hips stuttering against the board. âiâm sorry baby,â he cries, âalways need you.â
âare you sure?â you coo, lashes fluttering as your thumb circles his slit. âsukuna will get mad again.â
chosoâs lashes are sticky with tears. âheâs always madâhahâi think.â
you giggle, leaning forward to lick a teasing stripe up his tip. "so you're saying this is fine ?"
choso wants to say yes. he wants to say no. he doesn't know what he wants anymore except your hand on his cock & your voice in his ear andâ
BANG!
âhello. what the fuck is taking so long?!â
ryomen sukuna has his guitar slung over him & his lips bent in a frown. chosoâs hands fly to his jeans, and you only smile sweetly as sukunaâs eyes dart frantically between your wet lips & chosoâs panicked eyes. suguru pokes his head out of the booth; grin clumsy, eyes bright.
ââŠlock in.â sukuna mutters, and the door slams shut.
2. HEADLINE #2: Râ CKSTAR CAUGHT DURING MIDNIGHT SEXCAPADES ?!
choso kamo is too needy for his own good.
itâs 1AM & choso kamo is under hotel sheets with need buzzing between his thighs. the bandâs on tour for the nth time this year but choso isnât thinking about practicing his guitar riff. his phone screen is too bright in his face & his eyes are on your soft thighs, supple breasts, pretty faceâand heâs palming himself while staring at pictures of you before he can think any better of it.
but then his phone chimes.
[ BLOOD MOON đž]
mine đđ«: @ choso i miss you :(
choso blinks at the notification, pupils dilating. he clicks it so fast his thumb twitches.
BLOOD MOON đž
mine đđ«: @ choso i miss you :(
choso: I miss you too, baby. Youâre not sleeping yet?
mine đđ«: hard to sleep without you touching me.
chosoâs cheeks are hot. his cock twitches in his pants. but then his phone chimes again.
BLOOD MOON đž
sukuna: Can we not do this in the band gc.
getođ: why is she even here iâm dead
mineđđ«: @ choso my pussy is so wet for you daddy :/
getođ reacted: âïž
sukuna: IN MY PUBLIC GC ???
satoruđ§ż:
ââ
choso panicsâthroat bobbing, eyes wide. he quickly switches to texting you privately, face smushed into his pillow & cheeks flushed in embarrassment.
mine âșïžđ«
choso: Baby, why would you text that in the gc?
Satoru will tease me during practice again
And Sukuna already texted saying heâll beat me up
ââ-
your text comes in instantly.
mine âșïžđ«: are you mad at me?
i just missed you cho. i wonât text you again since thatâs what you want âčïž
choso: What? I said I didnât want that? When?
I always want you to text me. It makes my day when you do. Please donât stop texting baby I always want to hear from you.
mine âșïžđ«: let me see your cock
choso: Okay
Iâm already hard for you. I was touching myself to your pictures before you texted. Youâre so pretty, baby. Miss your pretty face.
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mine âșïžđ«: aww, youâre so cute cho
why not come over and get the real thing ?
choso: I want to, but youâre two hours away. Can I see your breasts?
mineâșïžđ«: you can see them if you come over đ and you can touch them too pretty boy <3
choso: But I canât come over. What can I do?!
mineâșïžđ«: Suffer
choso: ???
ââ-
choso stares at the screen, mouth agape, heart in a frenzy. the light is bright against his eyes but choso doesnât care to dim it. what can he do? he really wants to see your breasts but the circumstances wonât allow it. he bites his lip, thumbs moving before his brain can catch up to them.
choso: Suffer
Iâm already suffering, angel. I donât know how to suffer any harder. Can you please tell me what to do?
mine âșïžđ«: go to sleep choso
choso: But I donât want to sleep. I want to see your breasts
mine âșïžđ«: then come over
choso: But I canât
mine âșïžđ«: so why are you still texting me?
choso stares at your text, breath hitching. he glances over at the clock on his nightstand, and the digital display gleams back. 1:17 AM. thatâs not too bad. surely he could get there by around three, fuck you till at least four, and get back to the hotel by six.
itâs a stupid plan. but for you chosoâs a stupider man, and the next text you send doesnât help his judgement.
mineâșïžđ«: [Image_Attachment]
mineâșïžđ«: sneak peek <3
chosoâs heart hammers. the picture only shows your tits clad in a pretty pink nightgown, but the material is too sheer & choso can see everything. the soft swell of your breasts. your nipples pebbled and peaking through the fabric. the way your arm is tucked underneath your tits to push them together into the camera. chosoâs mouth dries. his breathing goes ragged & his cock goes heavy against his leg. heâs still gawking at your picture when his phone chimes again.
mineâșïžđ«: my new nightgownâs so thin :( i donât know why you can see my tits through it
choso thinks your nightgown is the prettiest thing heâs ever seen.
choso: your nipples are so pretty, baby
he sucks in a breath, taking one last sorry glance at the clock.
choso: Iâm coming over.
choso doesnât wait for a reply. heâs already scrambling to fit a tank top over his bare chest, tugging socks over his feet & shoving them into slippers. the hallway is dark and quiet, and choso takes one last look at your perky tits on his screen before clicking his phone off & shoving it into his pockets. he sucks in a breath. letâs do this.
two hallways right. one staircase downânot the elevator because itâs way too loudâand then another hallway to reach the lobby. choso knows the hotel layout like the back of his hand. he slips into the corridor, steps quiet against the hardwood, and the staircase is right thereâ
âlate night, kamo?â
choso stops before he can bump right into sukuna.
ryomen sukuna is not impressedâand neither are the two boys behind him. getoâs piercings are glimmering in the heat. satoru has a smile too cruel to be kind. they stand on either side of a crossed sukuna, hands in their pockets, grins lazy-cruel.
choso gulps, eyes flitting between them. âuhm, i just needed some waterââ
âback to your room, lover boy,â suguru whistles, thumb pointing to satoru. âunless you want to be smacked upside the head?â
satoru is cracking his knuckles with a grin.
âno thank you,â choso says too fast, too sheepish. his cheeks are peach tinged. âand what do you mean by lover boy? i was onlyââ
âsave it,â sukuna growls, cocking his head. âthe walls are thin as fuck, idiot. you think i didnât hear you beating your shit and whining into your pillow in the next room over?â
chosoâs throat bobs. sukuna pads closer to his shaky figure.
âback to your room,â sukunaâs hot breath tickles chosoâs nose, âand donât let me catch you in these halls again.â
3. HEADLINE #3 : Râ CKSTAR CAUGHT HAVING SEX AFTER SETS ?!
on stage, choso kamo is half-boy, half-heartbreak.
at least, thatâs what the fangirls say when he plays like this. mic cord in his mouth. hair soaked & sweat sticky. mascara smeared down his cheeks & a riff so loud it makes you feverish. on blood moonâs stage, choso kamo plays the electric guitar like his life depends on it. sukunaâs singing blares more like a roar. geto is on bass & satoru on the drums.
choso hasnât seen you since the set started.
not in the crowd, or the lobby, or the soft space behind the old stairwell where he likes to kiss you dizzy. heâs trudging through backstage now, guitar strapped heavy on his back, steps slow & breath heaving because the adrenaline hasnât worn off & heâs still half-high. where the fuck is his girlfriend?
but then he sees you on the amp.
and chosoâs first thought is glitter. lots of it. sticky on your lip and your chin and your hair and your face. he pads towards you with bleary eyes and you welcome him with a teasing smile.
âhi, choso.â
âHi,â his arms bracket your hips. âyou look shiny.â
you giggle, hand curling into his necklace as he trails sloppy kisses to your jawline. choso kisses like a dog, tongue wet & breath sticky. âyouâre so hot,â he rasps. âso fucking hotâmmhâmâdizzy.â
you let him kiss your lips. âcanât do this here,â he murmurs against them. âcan i take you away, baby? behind the stairs?â
his eyes are soft and pleading. he talks like heâs asking but his hands are already hoisting you up & lifting you into his chest before you can tell him no. you cup his face. smush his cheeks. âimpatient, are we?â
âsorry,â his cheeks are pressed together in your palms so his voice comes out strangled. âmissed you.â
choso isnât sorry. heâs stumbling past workers & crew alike while pressing sloppy kisses to your hot mouth. his tongue slobbers and drags while his hands press into your thighs, thumb climbing higher to graze circles on your hips. he nearly trips over two cables but you laugh into his mouth and choso kamo has never been happier. âyouâre so beautiful,â he breathes. âso pretty.â
he finally reaches the stairwell. the closet door just under it is blue & peeling, and choso kicks it open with his mouth on your throat. he pulls back to stare at you and his gaze is soft. his eyes lift to stare into the room as you kiss his cheek.
his band members stare at him back.
ryomen sukuna has his arms crossed & his back against a wooden shelf. gojo satoru is sat criss-cross on a table with his lips in a grin. suguru stands beside him, leaned back lazily against said table with his lip piercing glimmering in the heat. and right there in the center, manager toji fushiguro has his arms folded over his chest, temu wristwatch catching the light.
choso drops you very slowly.
his eyes flit between his band mates, cheeks already blood drenched. heâs still gripping your skirt when he sets you down beside him. you whack his hand away and shift behind him to hide.
geto grins. âhey, lover boy.â
choso leans back into you slightly. he whispers over his shoulder, âbabyâitâs a trap!â
he doesnât need to tell you. you can fucking see that.
sukuna steps forward. heâs not even angryâshocking, honestlyâheâs bored. steps lazy, gaze half-lidded. âtold ya, fushiguro. our bandâs lead guitarist is always in fucking heat.â
choso squeaks, gripping your skirt. âi wasnât gonna fuck her!â
sukuna glances back at the others. âwho is he lying to?â
toji sighs, shaking his head. he shoves his hands into his pockets, expression bored. âlook, kidââ he glances up, âyour band mates and i donât care about you being a horndog. we care that youâre letting it get in the way of your responsibilities.â
satoru perks up, tongue clicking. âyou were supposed to head straight to the van after the set. but here you are trying to get some pussyâŠâ
you lean up on your toes, just enough to poke your head up behind chosoâs shoulder. satoru grins when he sees your face. suguru gives you a soft wave.
âhi,â your voice is shy. âthis is my fault. sorry about him.â
âdonât sweat it, princess,â toji waves you off, fake ice glimmering on his wrist. âour business is with your boyfriend, not you.â
you nod shyly, disappearing behind choso yet again. sukuna huffs through his nose. âchoso, got anything to say for yourself?â
choso looks around. at gojo and getoâs sleazy grins, tojiâs deadpan face, sukunaâs lazy gaze. the room is hot but his cheeks are hotter. he swallows, blood sticky in his throat.
âiâm sorry,â he croaks. âit wonât happen again.â
sukuna doesnât let him off. âwhat wonât happen again?â
choso grips your skirt behind him, swallowing. you squeeze your thighs around his palm to reassure him & choso gulps yet again.
âwonât fuck my girl while on duty. or let her jerk me off in the rec rooms. or try to sneak off to see her.â
your eyes widen behind him. he did not have to mention the rec room!
toji nods. then he checks his wristâthe temu wristwatch says itâs time to go. âalright, weâre done here. you boys be in the van in five. i got somewhere to be.â
he trudges past you and a frozen choso, kicking the door open to leave.
the boys follow suit. satoru hops off the table, grinning. ânice one, cho!â he smacks chosoâs arm as he walks past. sukuna bumps chosoâs side lazily. suguru slings an arm over your shoulders to steer you to the van with the rest of them.
in the closet, choso kamo has his feet frozen in place and his face contorted in horror.
zayne who makes out with you to lull you to sleep.
he knows itâs not easy for you to fall asleep. heâs woken up to you wide awake at 3am, scrolling on your phone thatâs way too close to your face. heâs tried every remedy out thereâwarm milk before bed, tea before bed, no gadgets before bed, reading before bedâyet not a single one has been effective. it always ends with you staying up until itâs time for him to wake up.
only one thing ever worked, though. kissing you until you pass out.
as soon as you finish your nighttime routine, zayne is already ushering you to his lap. he sets his book down on the bedside table, slips his glasses off, and lets his hands run up and down your sides in slow, soothing motions. in the summer, he even uses his evol, a gentle coolness settling over your skin just enough to make you relax.
once youâre on top of him, it starts with a kiss to your cheek. then another along your jaw, before he drags his lips down your neck. after that, he comes back up to meet your mouth, slotting his lips with yours. he doesnât rush it. doesnât deepen it more than necessary. just steady, unhurried kisses meant to calm your breathing rather than steal it away.
without breaking contact, he eases you down onto the bed, movements careful and practiced. one hand cups your cheek, thumb brushing softly against your skin while the other keeps you close. his kisses grow slower, softer, lingering just a second longer each time.
he murmurs quietly inbetweenânothing dramatic, just low reassurances, reminders that heâs here, youâre safe, that you donât have to think about anything else. eventually, he turns the two of you onto your sides, pulling you flush against his chest.
his hand slips under your sleep shirt, meticulous fingertips tracing circles along your back. his nails scratch lightly, rhythmically, exactly the way he knows you like. your breathing eventually evens out without you realizing it, body melting into his.
thereâs a small smile on his lips when he feels you go slack against him.
and as your eyes finally flutter closed, zayne doesnât stop right away. he presses one last kiss to your lips, thumb brushing beneath your eye as if to make sure youâre really asleep. only then does he still, arm tightening around you just slightly.
you fall asleep to the sound of his steady breathing and the cool comfort of his presenceâwhile zayne stays awake a little longer, making sure you donât wake again.
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Some may find it hard to believe, but if Zayne sees you lying on your stomach with your ass out and exposed? He's found his perfect pillow.
He's barely able to keep his eyes open, it's a miracle he was able to drive, park, and undress as much as he has before entering your shared bedroom. Just to find you sprawled on top of the blankets, working on your laptop, a t-shirt on and a cheeky pair of lace panties riding up your cheeks and... god has your ass never looked so soft.
"Z, you're home! How was your-oh!" You yelp, half turned just to see him flop head first into your ass. Your face burns at the sight, the laughter that bubbles out of you can't be helped. "Long day?" Zayne doesn't respond for a moment, getting comfortable as his eyes shut and he rests his head comfortably on the plush of your ass cheeks.
note : hii , first time writing toji , and toji angst won the poll !
cw : there are heavy mentions of suicide and mental health in here , so if you are possibly not able to handle such topics , this is not for you :)
you didnt know when you started to spiral. Maybe it was when you lost the love of your life, TOJI, or when you saw many lives taken in front of you due to stronger curses, or maybe when you just stared to shut down without knowing it.
now, you lay on the floor of your bathroom, around 3 pill bottles right next to you, contemplating whether or not if you should still be here on this earth. you werenât stupid, you could see when people saw that you were struggling with depression the first time you got diagnosed, giving you helpless looks and walking on eggshells.
it just showed you how much you werenât cared for. Especially Toji. He was the first person to find out about howâd you harm yourself late at night, just to feel an euphoric feeling followed by stinging while showering. He was the first person you opened up to about getting diagnosed with depression, and anxiety.
He held you in his arms every time you cried, shushing you gently, or applied bandages to scars along with trailing kisses, telling you how everything would be okay in the future.
Thatâs why it hurt so much when he broke up with you, calling you âselfishâ and âtoo needyâ, when all you needed was him in the first place.
Now, you opened all three pill bottles, calling Toji first.
The first ring came, then the second, which he picked up.
âHello?â You put the phone on speaker, setting it down on the floor.
âToji.â
â..Why are you calling me, y/n?â his voice crackled through the audio, slightly shaking.
âjust wanted to say I love you. And how much you meant to me. I wish we couldâve stayed together, and have kids, or be married, or live in a simple house, away from curses or whatever missions that were dangerous, you promised that. im sorry.â
You hung up immediately after, downing all three pill bottles.
When Toji heard what you said, he immediately rushed over to your house. He knew you all too well.
Meanwhile, you laid on the bathroom floor, waiting for the pills to take your life, breath labored and shallow. It would only take maybe, 3-5 minutes depending on what you previously researched? With the right pills, surely it would go by faster.
Toji ran so fast to your apartment, but it was too late.
ây/n?! Where the fuck are you, I donât like this game! Câmon, please donât play with me!â He rushed to your kitchen, then the bedroom, heavy footsteps filling the rooms up. He finally checked the bathroom, but saw you laying there, eyes open and mouth slightly agape.
âShit!â He walked over to you, dropping on his knees and shaking your cold body. âNo, no, no! Please, y/n, just fuckinâ wake up!..â he continued to shake you, but it was too late.
Whatâd if he never broke up with you, what if he still stayed with you even if he didnât love you? Multiple types of these thoughts ran through his mind while he picked up the phone and called emergency services.
But it didnât matter, youâd end up in a casket nonetheless, dead, thinking that you were the most useless person in the world, and Toji would grovel, soon joining you.
note : I hope I did my best with this , much love â€ïž