JACK ! ! !

for almost a year now, @/trispup and i have been dating, or i should say, we were dating for almost a year. And throughout that time he has emotionally abused me to the point where i was afraid to upset him, because anything that i would say would somehow end up setting him off.

During my hiatus, it was worse. he and i had two other partners (whom im still with), trispup never loved those two as much as i did. he only had eyes for me up until my hiatus. and even when i did try to talknto him i didn't get much of a response until much much later in the day. and whenever we did get to talk for a while he'd treat me like i was high and mighty, which made me uncomfortable, but i couldn't tell him that because it would set him off.

Trispup also blamed a lot of his actions on his bpd. I have bpd myself, I've learned how to get myself under control, I've never made my episodes someone elses problem. But that wasn't the case with Trispup. every time i said something in a slightly off tone, or used a period at the endnof my sentence, it sent him off like stepping on a land mine.

For months i had to put up with his emotional abuse because he owns the email to most of my accounts. and not once has he considered that maybe he should work on himself for a while instead of making his life revolve around one person. I understand being devoted to your partner, but it gets to a point where it is so obsessive that it makes your partner uncomfortable.

Another thing that Trispup would do is constantly ask for certain alters to front. it was exhausting for us, as we are incredibly unstable in terms of keeping front for long periods of time if a specific alter doesn't want to front. Adding onto his; he's made several of our headmates not want to front because of how draining he is to be around.

But I'm mostly upset about how one of his littles uprooted one of ours littles trauma and tried to play it off as "well its true isn't it" that sickens me. i do not care if a little persecutor got upset, that does not give that little the right to say things such as "i bet you were raped by your dad, fucked you stupid". That can be deeply hurtful. especially to a child.

the Statment above occurred after the two littles got into an argument over a digital blobfish by the way. Our little said that the blobfish looke the way it did because it was dead in a bit of a tone, and Trispup's little started arguing with her about it. Thats how that started.

And now Trispup has logged me out of the emails that he's given me, and i assume is trying to paint me as the villain now. even though i suffered through months of emotional abuse and fear of upsetting him. He has also called one of my partners a doormat for people to walk on, which is not true. The partner in question is a very kind soul, and Trispup had taken that for wakness.

Core beliefs:

• Not caring for noncon harm unless done on yourself or the individuals you care about

• Anyone is free to do what they want forever, including harming others (con or noncon) in the process to relieve their dysphoria

• Not caring about the consequences of your actions or the ones of others if no harm has been done to you directly

• Ignoring or just not caring about the existence or identity of all individuals and letting them be, includes bodily and not bodily identities

Pro (as in, accepting and possibly supporting):

-Supports ALL TransIDs

-Supports the transition of ALL TransIDs (even 'harmful’ transitions)

-Supports ALL Paraphiles

-Supports ALL contact stances (pro, neu, neg, anti, ect.)

-Supports all members of LGBTQIA+

-Supports 'strange’ sexualities like Anime-sexual and Rape-sexual

-Supports Objectums of every kind

-Supports every species (including humans and AI)

-Supports therians of every species

-Supports all types of otherkins (songkins, fictionkins, conceptkins, objectkins, linkkins, ect)

-Supports incest (in fiction, and irl)

-Supports age gaps (in fiction, and irl)

-Supports the idea that fiction affects reality sometimes, and you need to police your own experience

-Encourages kink/fetish/paraphilia’s in public

-Supports incels, hikikomoris, ect

-Supports system origins of any kind

-Encourages people to be their weirdest and worst self possible

-Supports FULL bodily autonomy (includes: sex of ANY kind, self harm, free body mods, suicide, ect)

-Encourages everyone to do whatever they want with their body (sex work, body modifications)

-Pro-NonRecovery/Anti-Recovery for paraphiles

-Supports the de-shaming of sex, and nudity

-Pro-Cannibalism

-Abolition of state and hierarchy/anarchism/xenoanarchism

-Abolition of police, prison and laws.

-Abolition of family concept and marriage of any kind.

-Freedom of any kind including: freedom of fiction and freedom of speech

-Radical bodily autonomy

-Any kind of relationship: consang, age gap, map4aam, polyamory etc.

-Medpunk, Self-diagnosis, and MUD/MUIs.

-Feminism (equality NOT equity)

-No limits of age and chronoagepunk

-Hypoharmful

-Consensual abuse

-Real cults and fults

-Sh and ed encouragement

-Youth liberation

-MIK

-MMP / MSM

-Lying / faking your cis / transids

-Yumeshippers and Selfshippers

-Proshippers, Lightshippers, Comshippers, Darkshippers

-Reality Shifters

-Using Slurs

Neutral (As in choosing to ignore or being apathetic of):

-Recovery

-Harming others/strangers

-Raping others/strangers

-Non-consensual activity/activities on others/strangers

-Other Blankqueers and Blankviews

-Islamism and Zionism

-Any kind of exploitation: farm industry, bestiality, csem, child labour, child soldiers, etc.

-Psychiatry and medical treatment

-Any kind of Sa: adult on adult, COCSA, CSA/M, AOCSA

-Any kind of war and political disputes

-Abuse in general

-Using slurs one cannot reclaim

-Harassment

Anti (as in, disliking or being feeling like you should be anti of):

-Capitalism, AnCaps & money

-Sexism: Misogyny and Misandry

-Transphobia including transgenderphobia, TERFS, and truscums.

-Forcing people to go to psych wards and/or hospitals

-Oppression

-Patriarchy

-Ageism/age control, including AoC & AoM.

-Controlism

-Adult supremacy and the parental concept

-Racism, including: white supremacy, colorism, racemisia, whitemisia and xenophobia

-Demonization of disorders