I know shit ended really bad between us and if you don't reply to this I totally get it, I just couldn't keep living my life not being sure as to whether or not you knew I still care about you a lot and I still think you're really special. I still mean every nice thing I've ever said to you and I just wanted you to know that and that if you ever need me I'm still here.. I'm sorry for what u put you through dude.. I really fucking am and if you want to give me hell for it I don't blame you
I love you. I have been too stubborn to talk to you first. But you’ve been on my mind a lot lately. I miss you so much. And not talking to you sucks. I was never trying to take advantage of you for allowing me to stay in your home, and I wasn’t trying to offend you in any way by spending time with Sarah, I really hope you know all of that. I completely understand why it bothered you though. You are still my favorite friend, and I still mean every nice thing I ever said to you. You’re a good person, Megs. And I appreciate everything you’ve done for me. You truly helped mold me into the person that I am, and I’m grateful for that. You made me more compassionate and thoughtful and deep, and you helped me to understand the word “fun.” I’m really thankful for the role that you’ve played in my life.
