Intrigued

Broke up with my boyfriend because he got possessive and nasty with me and it reminded me of an abusive relationship I used to be in and how that started, I didn’t even shed a tear. I’m so very proud of myself and then a few days later, a guy I’ve fancied since I was a teenager added me and started flirting with me. Now all I can think is, is this karmas weird fix for everything I’ve been through in life. Am I actually being rewarded for being brave? 

So, I just found out my boyfriend just cancelled the trip to room because he found out my dream is to go to disneyworld and has been since I was little and now he wants to take me to disneyworld instead and I think I’m gonna cry. omfg. <3 My entire life this is all I’ve wanted and he’s giving it to me. 

Mentioned my ptsd and my friends disappeared... I should have expected this much.

Every night at 2am, me and a random guy I’ve only met once talk about the hell in our lives. I’m glad that he’s here.

Every one is only happy when I am miserable. Fuck it. If everyone wants to be super happy, I’ll just end myself. Then everyone can live their lives happy and singing the “bitch is dead”.