Harry's Comet

I post whatever I like. I go by the same name on Instagram! And you'll find most of my fandoms on it.

I am sitting at my client's office, a 2-month-long project is on, and I am so glad that no one is really talking to me much...just work stuff, that's it. I have to come to the office only once a week or once every 10 days. The project is fun... very fun. Also, there's a silent fear that I am not capable of loving someone. But will sort this out in therapy. Right now trying to have as much fun as it is possible for me.

Well, it does feel weird cause I have loved him for 3.5 years. And all that time I had spent knowing that I would probably love him for the rest of my life. But okay, fine did not happen. As I said, the revelation has been tough for him. And guess who is going to therapy? Me. And guess who is back to stand-up comedy after ages. I have been performing almost every day, writing new jokes every day, while doing the vast paperwork that is required for a mutual consent divorce according to Hindu Marriage laws. Some people have tried to warn me, ki dekho, you are just 28 right now, but later, when you are a sad, lonely woman, then you will miss the same husband. You guys know what? I might! I might miss him or not. Or I might be lonely at 35? (I have friends, some good ones and am good at making new ones) But anything is better than being stuck with someone whom you definitely do not wish to be with anymore. And I wonder how many people in the world are stuck with the wrong partners just because they're scared that they might get lonely in future. Getting back to stand-up feels like starting to breathe again. It is also funny cause probably I don't have anything else? You know what, that's all I know right now. All I want to do is get on stage, make people laugh, and obviously get paid for it. Which is happening right now. I am grateful for the same. I am grateful to everyone supporting me right now. I hope my husband survives this, too... he's a good man, we couldn't keep this relationship alive but it was beautiful till it was.

God bless Martin and I hope the old man gives us the last books

Valar Morghulis