⟡Radella⟡

I NEED TO GET HIGH NOW.

I want people to get excited when I follow them.

I want people to send me tons of asks.

I want a lot of followers.

I want to get over 30+ likes on each post.

rb if you love jirai or if you miss feeling wanted

Self harm addiction is low-key so embarrassing (talking about myself because I like being mean to myself /silly) because what the fuck do you mean I want to cut even though nothing has happened and I've actually been mostly ok recently?? What do you mean I keep going back to cutting despite it literally destroying me and being really bad for me?

Like hello? I need to get my shit together but at the same time, it feels like I can't find any reason not to cut because I like it all and as fucked up as it is, I miss it, I like the blood and pain, I like watching the healing process and seeing it scar.

Something is definitely fucking wrong with me to enjoy this shit bro 💔

my biggest regret is living past 13

0 / 10 experience

would not recommend

Having random sex thoughts is a nightmare like NO I DONT want to have sex with a family member or friend or fuck even a stranger!

why do I think this way

I don’t want to have these thoughts I swear

I’m disgusting

Remember taste is only temporary