niall being able to say it convincingly only after they talked about ruben's father

andrew, aaron and renee are broken mirrors of each other in the same way neil, kevin and jean are

my 5th time reading aftg and little details still feel brand new to me like andrew setting matching ringtones for him and neil??on their matching flip phones?? SOO buzzy

rereading aftg and started tearing up because neil hates vegetables loves fruit and his favorite color is gray??

it keeps me up at night how hikaru's death gave 'hikaru' a chance to become human, to meet yoshiki, to learn about feelings, to enjoy good food and good movies and pet cats and become real and how 'hikaru' can't exist without hikaru's death. somebody sedate me

the biggest tragedy in tshd is how mundane hikaru's death actually is. it wasn't a monster in the mountains, it wasn't a murder, he didn't fight or run. he was just a young boy, he got distracted, he slipped. in his last moments, he wished yoshiki wouldn't be alone, he wished people wouldn't be sad over his death. the only supernatural interference was 'hikaru' taking over to grant his wishes.

andrew and aaron are so funny as a concept. no good twin evil twin they're both just evil

defend my thesis? i'm not even sure i believe in it...

i need aftg as a mockumentary more than anything. imagine the confessionals after neil says or does anything. the amount times andrew would just look directly at the camera.