in my caterpillar goop era

my phone keeps trying to play sad music get tf outta here without you by mariah carey

actually kicking myself so bad for never trying a 27 piece before locking my hair………..i would be so unstoppable w a 27 piece…….

uhhh im awake noe and getting ready for work but uhhhh i fainted last night??? i havent done that since like 2020 or 2019, close calls, but never actually fainting. and E has never had to take care of me post. i felt it coming on and said i needed to sit and started towards the couch, but tbh i thought i was just dizzy from smoking + cramps, its been that long since my symptoms came on that quick…E said i walked a couple of steps and then just fell over and she caught my shoulders and kinda guided me to the floor. i was only out for like 10ish seconds she said, and i didnt fully black out, my internal dialogue got really scrambled like i actually couldnt think straight at all and that was really scary and confusing, and then i started to come back to earth.

long ass daaaay, i went to michaels for get supplies for jessicas shoes + earrings (im customizing jessicas wedding shoes to match her dress) (and making her earrings to match her hair piece) and went to ulta to get a brow pencil for her (we gotta go together for complexion products tho) and went to target to get deo and see if they had my eyeliner there (im worried nyx doesnt make it anymore…..) trying not to balk too much at what i spent, it wasnt that bad. walking back to the bus now

washed most of my dishes and cleaned the counters and stove and microwave which was disgusting. probably gonna smoke now and do a tarot reading