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might’ve finally remade my blog. at midnight. will be dropping a promo in a bit.

what if i archived this blog and remade… haha just kidding… unless?

sorry for dropping off the face of the earth with no real warning. again. i honestly don’t know where my head is exactly at and being here is just.. hard. i’ve tried writing countless times but i dunno. i honestly don’t know when i’ll be back on this blog, my jess blog, or even my carlos one. most of my writing has been done on discord lately since i guess i don’t feel as pressured, for lack of a better word? like my writing isn’t being criticized or something since it’s just between me and another person. so if you’re interested in writing with me over there, don’t hesitate to let me know. but in the meantime, both of my resident evil blogs and until dawn blog are on indefinite hiatus. i do miss being here, and i still very much have love for bela, carlos and jessica, but i honestly don’t know when i’ll be back. if you’d like to remain in contact, my discord is: jesse ☆#0001. take care of yourselves, folks.

gonna be getting to those one liners later this evening (might even send some to mutuals that didn’t like the post just because i miss writing with them) but i do want to say this because i’ve been seeing it happen far too much. bela is not a pushover. i’ve seen a lot of people portraying her as such and she’s just.. not. she prides herself in being alcina’s shadow, yes, and wants to be just like her mother, and though she does clean up her sisters’ messes (according to the unused voice lines, along with her very first pursuit encounter i can’t believe cassandra caused all this mess) but that doesn’t mean she’d let people walk all over her. she possess a sense of responsibility, yearns for her mother’s praise, and feels burdened by how unreliable her sisters are and how she constantly has to fix things.

tbh what i love most about bela is the fact that her initial reaction upon seeing ethan is to just push him over.