Thinking about knowing Vincent from before he was a killer
In my headcanon timelines, all of the Sinclairs get out of Ambrose for a time vis the state foster system. The twins age out, Bo starts working and Vincent goes to the University of New Orleans for a BA in fine arts.Ā
You run into your first British lit lecture late. There are two spots open, so you decide to forgo the creaking rolley chair and slide in next to some guy you donāt know. You whisper aĀ āhiā as you pull your books out, and he inclines his head towards you in awknowledgement. Itās a loooong lecture, and when your mind begins to wander you start stealing glances at the guy next to you. Heās tall and slim, with shiny dark hair brushing his shoulders. The full face mask catches you off-guard for a moment, but youāve seen people make stranger fashion statements. Besides, he does seems kind of goth. When the class ends and you give him a quickĀ āsee you on Thursdayā he turns and looks at you with one piercing blue eye. Good god, you donāt think youāve ever seen a natural eye that blue. Itās like a clear April sky, in such stark contrast with the rest of him. The interaction only last a few seconds, but you feel like you were pinned down for hours.Ā
You arrive at the next class early and slide into the same seat from before. Theyāre not assigned of course, but humans are creatures of habbit. Sure enough, mystery man slides in next to you while the professor is still organizing her lecture notes.Ā āHi.ā you whisper again, but this time followed by an introduction. He turns to face you fully, and youāre struck again by that eye.Ā āVincent. Itās nice to meet you.ā Oh god. You panic for a moment as you rack your brain for what you know of sign language, skills that were less than conversational to begin with, covered in several years of rust. You can recall introductions, at least. He must read the panic on your face, or maybe itās the way you recite his name back to make sure you got it right-āVincent. Thatās pretty.ā-because he rips a piece of paper from his notebook and clicks his pen on. Just as the professor starts talking, he slides you a note:Ā āThanks. I got it for my birthday.ā Oh, you realize. So this guy is a dork.Ā
You swing by the library on your way back to your shitty little campus apartment and check out two books on ASL. You want to know what other goofy dad jokes this guy has up his sleeve.Ā
A lot, it turns out. You two begin passing notes during class like youāre 13 again, which leads to hanging around after class to chat. At first itās just about the readings, peppered with snarky comments and silly puns, but soon youāre talking about everything other than the assignments. Heās funny, you realize, silly and sarcastic-bordering on mean-all at once. You learn that heās a Fine Arts major, a sculptor, and insanely passionate about his art. He doesnāt talk about his family or childhood a lot, so you talk about yours. The details you do glean are vague: heās from a very small town (like most people in the South), his mother was a sculptor too, he grew up with siblings, and he spent some time in the foster system. You donāt pry. After all, why bother violating boundaries when thereās so much other stuff to talk about? Art and music and politics and lightheartedly dunking on your peers.Sometimes (often) you have to ask him to slow down or repeat himself or write things out (the books youāre working through donāt cover fancy art terms, especially when you donāt understand what the word means in the first place), but the conversation flows well. It feels natural. You invite him over when to watch Doctor Who reruns, he invites you over to listen to underground gothic heartbreak music. Maybe you develop a tiny bit of a crush on him, itās whatever.Ā
You find him at the graduation ceremony, just for a moment. Heās got family stuff to do and you understand, your own mother is urging everyone to get to lunch as soon as possible. You give him a loose hug (something you two didnāt begin doing until months into the friendship. Heās reticent with affection, but this feels like an appropriate moment.) and the mailing address of your parents house. Youāre still working on lining up an apartment for youself, and you know that if someone sends mail for you after youāre gone, your parents will just give them your new address.
Vincent never writes. Youāre more than a little disappointed. You two were friends, right? Pretty good friends, you liked to think. You donāt have any way to reach out to him, but you think about him often. Less so over the years, but still. You hope heās alright. Hope heās making his art somewhere.Ā