Quel's View

I mean what I can say...its happened again..sigh. I guess the act of losing myself is something that I know and do too well. I keep seeing the person I wanna be and the person I see myself being, but I guess its not in the cards for me. See I dont know what my problem is, but I keep messing up. I keep making mistakes turning the only people who are in my life against me. And for someone who really doesnt wanna end up alone I have an funny way of showing it. I guess I’m just not  good with this people thing. But what can I do when my good isnt good enough? And all that I touch tumbles down? I just want to get something right for a change.....But maybe thats to much to ask for....

Life. I feel as though this song describes life and just not for me,but for everyone. Times do get hard and sometimes you do feel as though you are alone and that every struggle that you are going through and is pointless... That moment when it seems like your drowning and like dying would be easier...I promise its not. I promise that the struggles and the hard times that your going through right now, will end. I promise that there is an light at the end of the tunnel and your almost there. So as the song says, we will rise up, and becoming the people that we are meant to be. Everything will get better.

I have come to the conclusion that you can never please anyone no matter how hard you try, it will never be enough. So let me say this I am learning to love me, FLAWS and all. So get that straight. I have to say that yes I have lied and cheated, but I’m changing and growing. So when I say “I’m just me”, i mean that I am just the person I am right now and if you can’t accept that, then that means you are not meant to be in my life so lets get that through your head. I’M JUST ME. AND YOU’RE JUST YOU. And honestly that’s good enough for me.