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why am i not taking walks with my lover to a book cafe where we share a pair of headphones and listen to a harp cover of the howl's moving castle music as we sip hot chocolate and flip through pretty old poetry books😐 i will await an answer

the idea of doing the simplest thing seems magical when i think of her. cuddling to slow mitski music in bed, baking cookies and dancing around the kitchen whilst they're in the oven, her fingers intertwining with mine when we hold hands. just knowing she exists and knowing i can hold her is so magical.

all i want is to take my girlfriend on a date to the beach in autumn and i'll be super dressed up as always but when we get there we'll still try to stand near the waves without soaking our shoes and if we do i won't care and i won't worry that the wind's messed up my hair or my watering eyes have ruined my eyeliner because just being with her will make me so happy

what i would give to be the beast in beauty and the beast except the beast is a vampire and it's sapphic

oh to be watching my comfort show cuddled up next to my girlfriend on a cold night under a cosy blanket and just be able to laugh and forget how stressful life has been

two sapphic philosophy majors on a study date in the library writing out flashcards and adding a few nerdy jokes then getting told off by the librarian for talking a bit too loud after having a debate about some controversial philosophical concept

to all neurodivergent dark academics: here's a reminder that you don't need to put yourself down for not achieving high grades in school ! you don't have to put yourself down for not loving school or having a low attendance ! the school system wasn't built to benefit us, it's going to be difficult and frustrating, i'm so proud of you anyway <3

i want to live my life doing pretty dark academia things like writing love letters and studying english but instead i sit on my bed and watch tiktoks for hours i am in pain

one day i'll take her to london and we'll walk around my favourite museum and i'll show her all the lovely paintings then afterwards we'll go to a small cafe, sit by the window and people watch as we drink hot chocolate. we'll go and look around charity shops and old book stores and pick out things for each other and at the end of the day we'll travel back home on the train whilst the sun sets, sharing a set of headphones she'll fall asleep on my shoulder and i'll just be tired but happy

the distance between us might not be ideal, but being able to call you until 4am watching movies and talking about the meaning of life and watching you laugh, revealing the perfect open smile that you try to hide and just getting to look at you with adoration will always be enough for me.

me and my girlfriend, travelling across the world together, visiting small book shops filled with beautiful old books in languages we don't understand, trying to read them aloud and laughing so hard we choke on our tea in a small european coffee shop