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i bought a giant stuffy yesterday and there was a little kid that showed their mom like,, look at that giant thing she bought,, and im just like what tff makes you think im a girl or use she/her especially cuz i wore a beanie and had my mask on and was just wearing black jeans a black winter jacket and a vans backpack sure i had braids but you could barely see them what tff man

my mom just asked if the guy im talking to is cishet but she didnt say that word she asked if hes normal or a guy who feels like a girl or flower or butterfly or whatever we got lmaoo thats like the cute verion of attack helicopter

why does dysphoria kick in when im too femme okay nvm thats like the reason im dysphoric lmaoo but is it dysphoria when im femme or euphoria when im masc-

why does dysphoria kick in when im too femme okay nvm thats like the reason im dysphoric lmaoo but is it dysphoria when im femme or euphoria when im masc-

just realized i like my hair long and curly i love long hair and i love makeup and jewelry and fuck it sometimes i do like skirts or whatever idc if i look like a girl im still enby and the way i look or dress like how i present myself doesn't change that fuck stereotypes you dont need to be androgynous to be a valid enby you can look however you want just do whatever feels right

im just glad i didnt tell him my deadname cuz i feel like hed use it when hes mad at me yk

i wanna cut my hair but i also dont ahah

opened up a bit about my anxiety to a. and he belived me when i said im fine🙃 like thanks for caring i just told you that i used to do worse coping mechanisms xd

I really dont know man i mean ill hang out with amin again today but we never text much so idk if it could work even its like emotionally im more into ru and physically more into amin

also i completely fucked up cuz i told ru about him and about what happened so i might have ruined our friendship

i- i miss his hair i wanna be in his arms and play with his hair curly hair feels amazing 🥺🥺

why do i wanna hang out with him again so bad but i dont wanna ask ahah

told him im enby and was like hope you don't mind and he said it doesnt bother him what people think they are.. THINK- bitch i dont think im enby i AM enby