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first of all, I didn’t disappear because I wanted to. I disappeared because in the early hours of november 18, 2025, I tried to take my own life. As you can see, I wasn’t successful.

I was rescued and rushed to the hospital, where I was intubated. after two months, I woke up from a coma and gradually improved. Instead of going home, I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital, where I received treatment and was heavily medicated. once I showed enough improvement, I was discharged on June 28, 2026. now I’m under daily medical follow-up, and my routine will be home-hospital-hospital-home.

I’m finally returning to my daily activities and will be back online.

I hope you can understand and forgive me for my absence.