I fell so fucking hard for you.
You were the love of my life Or so I thought.
I love you so much but you think I am going to hurt you like that hoe.
As I type this my heart shatters into a trillion pieces.
I love you more than words can explain and I would never do half the shit that bitch has done or is doing to you.
I cry harder and harder the more I think about what we could have been.
My heart aches knowing that I could have saved you from all the pain that you are currently going through because of HER.
I can’t watch as you let her tear you apart, because it is the only thing that makes you feel alive.
I understand we have a lot of shit to get together for ourselves, but we are both a work in progress.
Projects that could build each other and be one anothers foundation.
I know wherever you currently may be in California you will always have a piece of my heart.
And wherever you go you will carry it with you. Will you know that? Probably not, but thats okay because if we are meant to be we’ll find our way back to each other.
They always said The home is where the heart is....You were mine....But you arent anymore because you broke it. </3
But you know what we are two people trying to make sense in this dark world we call home.
I guess maybe I was just in love with all those words you said, so I became in love with just the idea of you....
But you have caused me so much pain so here goes to being the cold hearted bitch you brought out.
I have officially learned that If you pretend you don’t have a heart, it protects you from getting hurt. I learned it all because of you....
Goodbye my love....Hello my acquaintance.
Goodbye to the sweet me....Hello to the nightmare you created.