Yellow queen

This show has so much to say about queer experience even beyond it being just about gay people. As a trans person I relate so fucking hard to the scenes of louis coming home after transformation, people noticing the slight changes in how he looks, everyone slowly realizing that something has changed even if they don't know what yet, and later the changes in behaviour as it all becomes clearer to them, his visits getting rarer and rarer. it reminds me so much of my last visit home for my sister's birthday. Family i haven't seen for a while barely recognizing me and talking about how weirdly smooth my skin got or joking i got fat to tastefully acknowledge my breast growth without actually saying it, a cousin who probably suspects something giving me weird looks, the atmosphere that this is the last time i am ever gonna be a part of this community cuz i already sent the documents to change my name and am just waiting for them to get approved and to got kicked out of this family once and for all. this shows captured this and many other feelings so fucking well.

its so fucking exhausting to find an account like "awesome and cool plushies" and you get excited "omg i love seeing awesome and cool plushies" and then you go to that account to see those awesome and cool plushies and instead seeing them every third post there is about how they want to put nonbinary and transmasc people into a meatgrinder.