Queen Of Bitches

​By day, I am a linguistic ninja translating Japanese like a boss and navigating the labyrinth of Philippine labor laws with the grace of a gazelle. By night? I am the Lord of the Neonatal Kittens, a sleep-deprived deity bottle-feeding tiny screams and hoping they don’t evolve into full-blown tigers before sunrise.

​I live at the chaotic intersection of 'Corporate Excellence' and 'Ancient Mythology.' While you’re worrying about your 9-to-5, I’m arguing with AI about the anatomical correctness of Hekate’s left hands and making sure Loki looks like a gritty Norse legend instead of a Hollywood heartthrob.

​I run Lithe Lullabies, a podcast where I read public domain books to put the entire world to sleep, probably because I haven’t slept since 2025 myself. My life is organized into 'aesthetic and functional' Google Sheets that would make a Victorian accountant weep with joy. I’m out here chasing a ₱60k salary floor because these kittens need the premium lactose-free life, and my Canva templates aren't going to color-coordinate themselves.

I have 3 babies. They have helped my sanity especially Comet. The eldest of the 3.

I'm no longer a prisoner. I'm free. My mental state is getting better, a little bit of adjustment. The mind needs to adjust. I need to learn that I should not fear anything anymore.

It's liberating.

I eat with my own pace.

I can freely walk outside.

I can do whatever I want in my own terms.

I can be as productive as I want to be.

I can also sleep at peace.

I can learn when I want.

I despise my abusive mother. I have been keeping my murderous rage. You might say that I am a terrible daughter because " Who on Earth will hate their mother so much to the point of thinking of killing her!?". I feel so envious with other kids with great mother, but at times I doubt if they are really nice to their kids when they're alone in their house. Here is a summary of things in my memory from my early childhood in which I remember.

Her: " no one will love you for you."

Her: "no one will love you if you're poor"

Her: "everyone you'll meet no matter who will only use you"

She blames me on things I didn't do

If she had a bad day, she takes that feeling out to me and the whole kids

She breaks everything she can get her hands on and throw it in front of us and made us clean it up

She's only kind when my father is here to visit (My dad is working abroad and only have vacation time to visit us) and when she needs to make us do something

I accidentally heard her talking shit about me to others. She said I'm useless, stupid, good for nothing.

When I entered in a relationship:

She threatened to kill my s/o for no reason

She kept on telling me I'm shit and they're just using me

She treats me much worse now

She keeps on saying shit about me in my presence and looking at me for my reaction

She is great in helping others. She's basically a Saint to others, but when she asks for favor and you didn't help, she'll talk shit about you behind your back. She doesn't care if it is a valid reason to refuse help. She gives her nieces and nephews money that my father send her for my education and my brother. She doesn't give us the money for ours she keeps it with her. When the money my father sent is fewer than the past month, she talk shit about it. She treats her daughter like slaves/maid but my brother is aware of the shit she does. He's on our side.

This is only a summary of the shit she did. It's a long story if I really want to expose her bullshit towards us. Oh yeah, she said she'll kill us (her kids) if she ever gets pissed off by something or she feel like it. I thought she'll change for the better. I have waited years and have given her multiple chances to change her ways ,but I finally snapped this 2021.

This are the stray kitties that my partner adopted. They love to cuddle and they are such a chatterbox!

At the end of the day

No matter how much you argue

No matter how much you piss each other off

No matter how much you cry

Heyyo! To the women of all ages who have monthly subscription to the bloody falls!