Bee

I have fallen ill with the horrible, contagious sickness of baby fever. I don't even know if I can have children because of my health problems, and yet the sickness has struck me hard. It has hit me like a car hits a squirrel that is sitting in the center of a street on a hot summer day. My nephews cute chubby cheeks have me entranced.

Time to eat some chicken nuggets after almost projectile puking all over the kitchen from taking NyQuil in one gulp 🥲☺️

I dropped my phone on the sidewalk at my aunt's house and it cracked 😔 merry Christmas to me, I guess. This holiday season really isn't the best for me. When I was in 6th grade, my grandpa died in front of me. That next year after that I got attacked by an English bulldog and got my lip surgically glued back together. Then the next few years I suffered from an eating disorder. Now my phone breaks. That's just around the Christmas holiday, too. At least in about a week or two I get to meet my nephew. I'm excited to be an aunt

My lower back is hurting today and I've got some stuff to do 🙃 it's not my normal pain either it's like the pain you should get when you're older and you've done something to your back and can't move. Like I literally went to go pee and I could barely stand to wash my hands 😅