Nefertari

He has broken me inside out, all throughout. Left the shattered pieces for those around me to piece together… but I keep falling apart.

bring on the rain, for they are the world’s tears for me, bring on the thunder, for they are the world’s screams for me, i hope you feel the rain trickle against your skin and feel my tears, i hope you hear my screams in the roaring thunder, i hope you look up at the sky and realise what a devastation you have created, i hope you feel the world rumble and realise that is my tremble.

Were you even real? You came and went just like that, Like a puff of smoke. Were you just the man in my dreams? Merely a figment of my imagination? You asked me what I wanted of you and I smiled and told you “just be good to me”. Was that so hard to do?

Are there any words that describes the feeling of looking back on memories that made you feel loved, happy or hopeful?

…to tell you the truth, I will never stop loving you. That’s the most beautiful and damned realization of all. It’s like a bittersweet feeling that spreads throughout your chest and you’re forever lost searching for the meaning of it.

my eyes will forever search for you until sight escapes me.