hi Im quai

8/22 2:22am

restless in the Hilton

this was the plan all along

I think about you while you’re gone

and you keep me in your pocket

for when you need me

I’ve never been so sure

about how things will end up

and I’ve never seen you so

happy

but here we are

you lay in their bed

and I lay in this one

please give me something

to let me know I’m not the

only one wishing that

four months ago

wasn’t real

And that everything since

then was for some sort of mindset change

I’ve been in love with you

for too long

I’d do anything for you

and I can’t sleep

please

I want to stop just thinking about you

I want to have you again

I want to love you again

I want to see you again

I want to be your everything

I want to see everything you see

I am so fucking desperate to feel

your arms around my body

and feel your heart against my back

and to feel your breath in my hair

and to see you sleeping next to me

sometimes I try to resurface that moment

when I looked at my roommate and said

fuck

This is gonna hurt so bad when it ends

with the taste of your lips still on mine