act iii.

ofc there's some beams of light who try to turn things around, but i don't think the rpc is anywhere near as inviting as it used to be. i'm not saying we should force ourselves to write with anyone and everyone, but the elitism that exists in tumblr dot com roleplay is ridiculous lmao. i'm in my mid-30s the last thing i'm worried about anymore is how someone feels about me writing a fake ass character on the internet just like they're doing but somehow mine's wrong. and big fandoms are the worst - if you're a part of this particular one we're in rn, a certain large show that got beat into the ground for 15 yrs and is somehow coming back for more beating, or any other shitty big one you'll know exactly how people are treated when they 1) have a diff take on a character 2) don't have a popular character 3) don't have fancy blogs/graphics/formatting/etc. that last one didn't even used to be a thing...you couldn't do shit on here and we used big gifs with no specific size and we didn't give a crap. like honestly i'm not even shitting when i say i legit miss when people were tagging each other in random things all day, commenting on everyone's posts, sending questions asking things about each other's muses, complimenting each other openly, making random ass moodboards because those were stupid and fun...idk i just think the rpc as a whole has become more disconnected and focused on some type of perfection and over the top graphics to judge whether or not you're 'worthy' of interaction now and honestly it's why i don't even have a theme on my blogs anymore. 

anyway this just got overly long because i'm feelin someway about missing how fun the old rpc used to be and missing a lot of old partners who basically got run off this platform because of hos nasty this place became. ahkldjslf.