ain☆

I wanna reach out but there's no one to reach out to. I feel so empty and lonely.

I'm not gonna be a kid anymore. I'm gonna grow and grow and try to find the meaning of this short life through this. I hope that the people that I love and care so much for will stay and continue to support me through this new chapter of my life.

My mom thinks all of these things of me that aren't even backed up. She thinks I'm some toddler even tho i don't want to talk about how im feeling to her. She thinks she such a good mother and "disciplined" me. She's still confused on why I don't want to reach out to her. And i say that there's no one here because no one really cares about me, no one needs me, i feel like there's no one to go to so what's the point.

I'm empty

I feel so alone

I'm so tired.

wouldn’t just be better if I?

I feel great

[censored]

you bring me up when I’m down

can’t take this feeling anymore

I just wanna be normal

what is this?

a place I’d rather be

can’t relax

stars

It doesn’t feel the same, take me back!