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Send me an ask if youāre interested in a Tseng or Rude version and Iāll try my best (still need to play rebirth for Elena) Just ignore that it says Iām not taking requests yet, Iāll make an exception for these ^^ might take a while tho!
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
His absolute favorite way to show affection in public without being lovey-dovey is having his arm around your shoulder. All. The. Time.
You could just be minding your own business and suddenly feel someone slinging their arm around your shoulder and youāll immediately know itās Reno. Youāve seen him do this to others before, trying to get them to do him a favor. But after a while you realized that he genuinely just wants to be by your side. Itās his way of telling you that hey, you should spend some time with him.
Shove him away from you whenever he puts too much weight on you though, sometimes he gets so distracted from how much he laughs in your presence.
B = Bed-sharing (Do they hog the covers? Do you have any personal space left?)
He would not hog the covers because heās sprawled all over you. So no, no personal space unless you tell him you want it. Secretly loves being held in your arms but only if he knows you wouldnāt tease him about it.
But sometimes he gets petty over small things youāve done and lays down at the other side of the bed as heās huffing about how you havenāt come to apologize yet. But hugging him from the back might just do the trick as well.
C = Comfort (Should you come to them for comfort?)
If he notices youāre not feeling well, the curious side of him becomes a little pushy to try to get you to talk. But if youāre adamant about not needing anyone at the moment, he tells you that you know where to find him.
And when you do decide to open up, heās actually very pleasant to talk to. He stays serious if the situation calls for it and his presence is very calming: his body language is relaxed as always but his eyes are fixed on your face to read your expression. Tells you thereās nothing to be embarrassed about if you have trouble maintaining eye contact or seem uncomfortable. He wonāt judge, heās got his own problems.
Heās very honest and tells you his opinion if you need one. If youāre troubled by how badly youāre treated by other people heāll take your side, heās always very defensive when people he cares about are harmed by others, whether itās physically or emotionally.
D = Date (What type of date would they prefer?)
Doesnāt enjoy fancy stuff most of the time, heās too laid back to go to one of those restaurants those āsnobby peopleā go to, basically everything topside of Midgar.
He likes to show up to your place uninvited for random date nights. At least he brings your favorite take out and you get free foodā¦
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Similarly to how heād take a lot of time to actually start a serious relationship with you, he would put off breaking up with you. Heās realized that your relationship already came to an end a while ago but letting go is difficult. He doesnāt want you to not be a part of his life anymore, even if you barely talk now and youāre not each otherās priority anymore. It would feel so much more real if it officially came to an end.
He drags it out until you break up with him yourself, accepting the decision you both had already made long ago.
F = Flustered (How easily flustered are they? Is it obvious?)
Youāre pretty much the only person that can make him blush and stutter a little. It happens rarely, but if you time it right youāll see the shy side of Reno! For example when heās teasing you about liking him and you respond with a heartfelt compliment instead of denying it. Youāre being so unfair, catching him off guard like that >:(
G = Government Name (Would they tell you their real name? What name do they want you to call them by?)
If Reno is just a fake name that was given to him when he joined the Turks, it would be the name most people know him by. So he doesnāt really think about being anyone other than Reno most of the time. He probably wonāt mention it for a long time until he randomly tells you what heās actually called, just a random and unimportant fun fact.
He would feel weird if you called him by his real name though, Reno has become much more natural by now and doesnāt remind him of his life before Shinra.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
Yesā¦the arm around your shoulderā¦he just loves side hugs. And trust that heās always clinging to you in some way in the privacy of your own home, especially when heās hugging you from the back and looking over your shoulder to watch what youāre doing.
I = I love you (How do they say the L-word?)
Most of the time youāll get lots of ālove yaās from him but if one of you is feeling vulnerable and needs reassurance he says the full phrase properly, to really emphasize how much he loves you. To make sure you actually know. Very rarely but he always means it.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyāre jealous?)
Sometimes it does get a little bad, depending on how severe his insecurity about himself is at the moment. Yes, heās very proud of who he is but even a person like Reno has doubts about themselves at times.
If he frequently sees you with a person who worsens his insecurity or someone he simply doesnāt like, no matter if itās lighthearted flirting, or just a normal conversation, he gets pissy. And he can be very confrontational, either directly to you or the person youāre talking to. So yes, you will know whenever heās jealous because he outright tells you that he doesnāt like who you spend your time with.
But itās not that severe to the point of getting jealous of you spending a lot of time with friends or family.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
He likes giving you little pecks on the lips while playfully flirting with you, eyes full of love with kisses so short because he canāt suppress his smile. Itās like he canāt have you saying more than a sentence at a time because he just needs to kiss you.
Other than that, his kisses are lazy and slow at the beginning but with his hands running all over your body they quickly become heated.
L = Long distance (What are they like when away on a mission?)
Before he leaves he tells you not to worry and that heāll be fine, even while realistically knowing that he might just not come back one day. Still, heās confident enough to make that promise to you and never mentions the danger of it.
The number of times youāll hear from him depends on what type of mission he goes on. Looking for SOLDIER recruits? Be prepared to have him complain on the phone about how heās in the middle of nowhere and how bored he is.
But if itās a serious mission? Only risks sending you a message asking how youāre doing when heās got a moment of rest. Heād rather hear you talk about your day than explain how heās feeling. Probably not very talkative as he gets quieter when feeling guilty, but your voice calms his mind.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He has difficulties getting out of bed for early morning shifts and lets the alarm clock ring until it accidentally wakes you up too. Puts it on snooze, turns around groggily for morning cuddles and dozes off until the alarm goes off again and he gets up with a groan. He kisses you goodbye before getting ready and looks forward to returning to your warm embrace when heāll see you again.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Always invites you to go out for a drink after work where youāll get to spend time with Rude as well! Heās around the both of you so much that it never surprises you anymore when heās already sitting there, Reno doesnāt even mention heāll join you because itās a given.
Later youāll go to your place (he swears your bed is more comfortable than his) and spend the rest of the night catching up on a show youāve been watching. Reno loves to laze around with you while talking about anything and everything and probably not even paying attention to whateverās on TV.
O = Occupation (Would they prefer their partner to be a Turk? Would they want you to be unaffiliated with Shinra?)
Who else could understand his circumstances better than someone in the same position as him? That feeling of being understood feels more sincere if you knew which crimes heās had to commit for his job. If you donāt have anything to do with Shinra, youāre definitely not getting the whole truth out of him as he fears it might corrupt your view of him.
Heād feel more comfortable with you if you had the same job, yes. But a part of him wishes you wouldnāt for your own safety.
P = Protective (How protective are they? How would they protect you?)
If anyone is bothering you while heās there, heāll be by your side in a second with his arm around your waist. It works wonders coupled with either a grin or a pissed off stare in their direction, depending on the situation. And theyāll obviously also get a snarky comment, but heāll try to hold back on anything else, he doesnāt need Tseng getting wind of one of the Turks drawing too much attention unnecessarily. But if he sees how upset you are that thought goes out the window, heās not letting anyone mess with his people.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
He remembers the most random and unimportant things sometimes. Especially if itās something he could tease you about later. Itās like thereās a drawer inside his brain just for stupid things he can pull out of his ass to bother you. Also very good at remembering gossip. You could update him about whatever person XYZ did and heād continue the conversation as if no time has passed at all.
R = Roadtrip (What is traveling with them like?)
Do not let him drive. Seriously, his driving is so reckless that you canāt even rest and close your eyes for a second because you feel like the car might crash at any second. Obviously he assures you that he knows what heās doing and that you should relax and surprisingly? Nothing has ever happened.
S = Secrets (How fast do they open up to you?)
Itāll take him a while to open up about his past as he doesnāt like dwelling on it too much but youāll sometimes have deep talks where he opens up to you. He feels more comfortable being vulnerable with you when youāre telling him about your own life but isnāt going to say much otherwise. Heād rather think about the present, whatās happened has happened.
T = Texting (How do they text you?)
He sends you the most random shit sometimes and abbreviates everything he can to the point where his messages are barely comprehensible. Imagine reading a text he sent you while half asleep and having to decide if he actually said something or if it was just a keyboard smash. And sometimes youāll get selfies of him shirtless or standing in front of the mirror after a shower with his tongue sticking out, such a little tease.
U = Under the weather (What are they like when sick?)
Drags his ass to work because itās not actually that serious, right? He doesnāt need a break, heās fine. Until you force him to lay down and he starts enjoying the attention you give him. Cue the whining about dying and needing to be babied because heās too weak. And just wait until he starts pulling you under the covers with him and you also get sick, he gets so clingy. So he basically either completely denies not feeling well or fully leans into it to be coddled by you!
His behavior ends up being kinda cute tho, lots of pouting and his pathetic āBaby :( Stay :(ā is pretty convincing.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
His looks are important to him, as soon as his roots start showing he dyes his hair again. He probably tries his best to take care of his hair in general but itās pretty dead considering how vibrant the red always isā¦
He also feels so cool in the Turkās uniform and loves how intimated everyone looks when seeing him. Everyone can tell heās special, you know? Thatās why youāll never catch him in a dirty suit, he needs to keep up his image obviously.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Absolutely. He values all of his close relationships so so much even though it was drilled into his head that, as a Turk, you never know if your loved ones will still be there the next day.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He feels like he owes his life to shinra. They were there when he had nothing and made him grow into the person he is today, his job gives him a sense of security heās never had before. No wonder how much emphasis he puts on rebuilding shinra despite all the damage theyāve caused.
On a happier note, Rude probably played a huge part in you two getting together. Since heās the one he always confides in, he helped Reno accept his feelings for you.
Y = Yearning (Is it obvious that they like you? How long does it take them to make the first move?)
We all know heās the flirty type but when he realizes heās genuinely developed feelings for you? He tones it down so much that you wonder if he stopped seeing you as the attractive person youāve always been in his eyes and now sees you as just a friend, like youāve developed such a close relationship that it became clear to him that youāre just not someone heās interested in romantically. But youāre so wrong. And if you get suspicious you could always try to get the truth out of Rude, heās definitely noticed. He might even drop a little hint to help his friend outā¦
Iāve already made two posts about how heād be hesitant to commit to a relationship so to keep it short: Youāll have to wait for a looong time.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habit of theirs?)
He sleep talks, most of the time itās Rudeās name. Heās always calling out to him, no wonder itās happening while heās asleep as well. Who knows if heās dreaming or if itās just a random thing he says. But him saying your name and making you think he wants to talk about something is even worse.
ā(Name)ā
āYes?ā
Silenceā¦Confusionā¦
Oh, heās just talking in his sleep again :(
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Just needed to elaborate on my post about Turks x coworker reader. I tried to consider canon for this but now itās just Reno yap tbhā¦NSFW topic but nothing graphic.
(ā¦) Reno is still hesitant about being in a committed relationship. He feels comfortable without the pressure of a label, scared of what might happen if it gets ātoo real.ā
The Turks are a very tight-knit group and care a lot about each other. I believe Reno didnāt have a good life pre-shinra and would consider his colleagues a found family.
In the main story, the Turks are at a point where they would be executed if they refused any orders.
Knowing this, would he really be ready to enter a serious and committed relationship?
Anything could go wrong at any time. Refusing an order of great importance because of your own morals and values could mean youāre done for. Not to mention the danger of some of the missions youāre sent to.
Reno would hate to go through the pain of losing a romantic partner. Sure, Rude is just as important to him as you are, but youāre the person he has strong feelings for, and they make him feel vulnerable. And if he did start a relationship with you there would be the risk of you sacrificing yourself for his sake or ignoring an order because he needs to be saved.
Reno is a person who feels a lot, despite being really cocky and burying most of it deep inside his heart or outright ignoring it, because what else is there to do if you have a job like his? Heās strong enough not to let guilt eat him alive, for example after the plate drop, even if that did affect him. So can he really be blamed for indulging in what his heart tells him he wants? And he longs for a connection with you.
In my headcanons I mentioned that the closest you could be with him is a friends with benefits type of relationship. He gets to be close to you and spend time with you in a private setting. Both of you are aware that your feelings for each other are mutual and everything could be going great until you bring it up to him. Ask him what you really mean to him. And then he gets annoyed and funās over.
Throughout all of this, Rude would be the only person heād confide in, one of the only people who just gets him. And Rude would essentially tell him that just sleeping with someone doesnāt resolve the need for a close emotional bond that Reno has. And now to quote one of my headcanons once again, your relationship would end up like this:
Eventually you basically act like a couple outside of work, but Reno is still hesitant about being in a committed relationship. He feels comfortable without the pressure of a label, scared of what might happen if it gets ātoo real.ā
After a long time of knowing he can let himself be vulnerable around you, he would drop his walls and youāll get to know what heās like aside from his cocky persona. How and why he joined the Turks. Life before Shinra. And if youāve got a fucked up story yourself he listens and sympathizes with you.
And just to bring up the only two canonical facts about his family and his view on familial relationships because weāre already on the topic of him opening up, in On the way to a smile we find out that:
- his father is dead
- heād love to meet a sibling he had no clue even existed
These were most likely intended to be super basic statements but I canāt help reading way too much into them as someone who would love to have more information on the Turkās backstories. I added these in case anyone feels the same.
But the book takes place after the events of the main game and thankfully Advent Children exists because I believe your relationship would definitely change after all thatās happened.
Midgar was devastated, Shinra is basically gone and Rufus and the Turks want to build it back up again. But now the pressure on the turks is gone. Theyāre not kept on a tight leash anymore and Rufus didnāt force them to stay.
And after spending his late teens and adulthood stuck in the same place mentally, this might be a nice change for all of you, all the horrible events aside, obviously. Everyone is in shock after the world almost came to an end, but as time passes and the turmoil slowly calms down, Reno starts to think again.
And he comes to the conclusion that heās exhausted of being colleagues, friends or whatever you are at that point. And you both know exactly what you what.
And he wants the real thing.
Yay now youāre officially dating! Took him long enough. Live laugh love Reno.
Ugh ok I didnāt want Renoās part to be way longer than the ones of the other turks in my last post so have this! I needed to get my thoughts out, theyāve been stuck in my head for such a long time
Currently thinking about Reader being Alucard's muse and reigniting his interest in art after all thatās happened. His partnerās beauty is so captivating to him that he remembered he used to enjoy drawing.
When he was young, Dracula hired artists to draw portraits of his little family, but Adrian hated standing still for such a long time. Turns out he has no problem making you pose until he portrayed every detail as accurately as possible.
āStand still for me, my dear.ā
Once heās finished heās too shy to show you at first, his perfectionism when it comes to you showing again. Some lines may be clumsily drawn and the paint may be smudged in some places, but the features of your face that he loves most look flawless.
All of this just to show you that thereās nothing to be insecure of. He admires you for you, no matter the beauty standards that might convince you otherwise.
Basically just how Iād imagine them having feelings for/being in a relationship with another turk. Nsfw topic for Reno but also not really lmao.
Reno is the type of person to say that love and sappy feelings arenāt his thing and just get tortured by the feelings he has for you. Especially if youāre his colleague and he sees you frequently.
Rude is the only one that knows him well enough to catch on to those feelings. Heās seen him flirting with others at headquarters already, but only you can catch him off guard whenever you tease him back.
And when he asked Reno he laughed it off at first. But after a couple of drinks he started whining about how annoying having feelings for someone is and how heās not a relationship type of guy anyway.
The closest relationship he would be willing to get into is probably some kind of friends with benefits situation. He invites you over to his place after work sometimes but it does get a little suspicious when he starts telling you to just come over anyway when youāre not in the mood.
Or when he starts holding you afterwards and whines about how you should stay. Doesnāt matter if thereās a mission tomorrow. You can just go to work together!
Or when he accidentally longingly calls you baby while half asleep. Oops.
Oh and when he tells Rude that heās been sleeping with you? He thinks itās the worst thing Reno couldāve done and heās not looking forward to how heāll act once he realizes that heās only getting more attached to you.
Eventually you basically act like a couple outside of work, but Reno is still hesitant about being in a committed relationship. He feels comfortable without the pressure of a label, scared of what might happen if it gets ātoo real.ā
And when youāre on a mission together, professionalism takes over again (except for when Reno decides itās time to tease you because your reactions are obviously so fucking funny). A real consummate professional or whatever he calls himself.
Sometimes Tseng does have to remind him not to get carried away when seeing Reno smirk after being assigned on a mission with youā¦
Elaborated on this here!
Rude is secretly a romantic and very obviously a gentleman.
Or at least he tries to be. He is very polite and respectful but he can be so incredibly awkward at times. You might think heās just being his usual quiet self or that heās not interested in you in the slightest, but heās just flustered.
You could be telling him about something and heāll just respond with a quiet grunt, completely forgetting that he still needs to answer your question. Itās not that he wasnāt listening, heās just a little nervous. Especially when youāre sitting next to each other in the helicopter, just the two of youā¦
But he remembers what you tell him, especially if youāre talking about something youāre passionate about. Who knows when that knowledge might come in handy to make you happy?
Reno gets so much second hand embarrassment and tells you to just make out already or something. Itās seriously painful to watch Rude being so awkward.
Whenever youāre on a mission together a part of his focus is always on you. He admires your strength and knows you can handle it yourself, but he is very protective.
His eyes are on you a lot more than you might think, his shades donāt just look cool but are also pretty useful. If you werenāt wearing the same uniform as him, people would probably assume heās your bodyguard with the way heās always watching over you.
Eventually he gathers the courage to ask you out (after a lot of teasing and complaining from Reno). But heās so relieved when you agree that he just leaves before telling you the time and place.
Tseng and you met as rookies, both of you new at Shinra. As two young people with a dangerous occupation you grew closer, and Veld assigning you to go on missions together made you naturally gravitate towards each other.
But as he rose in the ranks you noticed how he became a lot more distant and closed off. A lot more professional. The day he became second in command there was already a tiny shift in your relationship.
He didnāt mind the power imbalance at work but bossing you around eventually came unnatural to him. Youāre his equal and you always have been. He still saw you outside of work, but his mind seemed to be elsewhere and he became more distant.
And once he became the leader, he officially ended things. He is responsible for all of your lives now and there is no way he can still make enough time for you now and letting his emotions interfere with his work is dangerous, he needs to remain coolheaded at all times. This was the best decision for both of your sakes.
But he obviously canāt just make his feelings disappear, no matter how big of an emotional wall he builds up between you. And if you pay enough attention to how he treats you compared to the others, there might still be a little bit of unconscious favoritism.
He is still very conscious of your health and well-being. If you get injured badly he is the first person youāll see at the infirmary. As soon as he notices you waking up, he removes his glove to turn your face towards him, caressing your cheek before you pass out again. The second time you wake up heās no longer there and he wonāt ever mention this again.
Sometimes he wishes your relationship wouldnāt have turned out this way. He would love to tell you how lonely he feels sometimes, sitting alone in his dimly lit office and writing reports into the late evening hours after everyone has already left. You used to always be there, the headquarters is like a second home to the turks after all.
Despite everything, you still have a special place in his heart. You were there when he grew, not just as a person but within the ranks of the Turks. A connection like yours is not easily forgotten and heāll always be grateful to have had you at his side from the beginning.
Elena always tries her hardest to impress you, especially in battle. She asks you to do those synchronized moves she did with Tseng every single time.
Sheās always around you at HQ. A break between meetings? Immediately at your side the moment you walk out the door. Training?? Those sync moves still need to be perfected!
Gets so happy wherever you compliment her skills. Being one of the newer Turks, reassurance coming from someone she admires means so much to her even if she already knows sheās good at her job.
Probably wouldnāt tell you if she got hurt. Instead of complaining she toughs it out to impress you but itās so obvious that thereās something wrong and her pain tolerance is not actually as high as she makes it out to be.
Please go check on her when sheās off wallowing in self pity somewhere. Sheād be terrified to disappoint you or even worse, make you mad at her because of a simple mistake.
Reno and Rude thought you might just make her a like less cocky and more pleasant to work with if youāre all on the same mission. But theyāre wrong. She needs to show you just how great she is after all!
I hope Elena isnāt too ooc, only saw rebirthās cutscenes and sheās a little different now than in the original iirc? Idk maybe not lmao. All of this just because we saw Renoās back in the new trailer, sigh. Also, does anyone remember Rude and Chelsea??
Mm yes.. Adrian with his human S/Oās tiny canines.. how cute they are.. but consider the followingā¦
Adrian with a vampire/dhampir S/O who has smaller fangs than your average vampire despite being the same age as him. Yes⦠Him gushing over how small their fangs are. Lots of comments, very strangely endearing comments.. For example: āYou look like a happy dog..ā āCan you even bite down hard enough to puncture the flesh?ā Little things like that.
The concept came to my head after reading your little canine dabble about Adrian. This isnāt really a request but more of a thought that I just really needed to share. What do you think?
Ahh I love it thank you for sharing!!
I think that would be even cuter to him than a humanās canines ngl. And I can imagine short fangs being an insecurity a vampire/dhampir would usually get teased for so it would be really sweet to see him genuinely liking them TT ughh and him asking them to smile for him :(
He definitely deserves to get playfully bitten after some of the comments he makes tho lmao. Just to show him they shouldnāt be underestimated. And then heād just chuckle bc thatās cute too TT
Part 1 here! I was inspired by your idea @haze-ez so hereās something short about Aluās feelings. Oh and heās sad again oopsā¦
CW: nothing graphic, just short mentions of corpses, blood and death
Adrian awoke in a room he didnāt recognize at first, mind fuzzy and head still hurting from all the crying. Although heād rather be unconscious again, the searing pain of his burns kept him from falling back asleep. Then slowly, his senses started picking up on the faint scent lingering on the pillow. He was in your bedroom.
He mustāve been completely out of it when you were leading him there, and with the events of the last couple of hours still being processed in his mind, he let himself be taken care of blindly. If heās in your care, he knows heās safe. And when the memories of Sumi and Taka came flooding back into his mind, he remembered the bodies that needed to be disposed of.
But there were none. The bed was stripped of its bedding, and compared to the jumbled thoughts in his head, the room looked as if nothing had happened. Even his sword was in pristine condition and propped up against the wall next to the door. As he groggily turned and reached for it, he noticed something white in his peripheral vision.
With his attention diverted now, the tips of his fingers only managed to lightly graze the hilt of his sword, making it fall to the ground with a clatter. Adrian jumped back in surprise, only to find you standing there with a bedsheet in your arms.
It turns out that carrying two stiff corpses down the stairwells of a huge castle and scrubbing blood out of white bedsheets is more time-consuming than you thought, and by the time you were finished, the sun had already risen. Adrian was standing in his room when you brought back a spare set of bedding you found in the laundry room, his old sheets still drying.
Your heart ached at the sight of the man before you. Why did all of this have to happen to him of all people? Despite him seeking your comfort that night, youāre unsure about how close the two of you actually are. Sure, there may have been a few moments in which you held each otherās gazes for longer than friends would, but he barely talked to you ever since the vampire hunters came.
And now, a week later, not a single word about the incident has been spoken yet, conversations between you two have been scarce now in general. Alucard already told you what happened, and in fear of making him feel worse than he already is, you decided not to bring the topic up again.
You're sitting on the wide windowsill in your room, leaning your head against the cool glass and watching the sunset. Despite not being able to see the moon at night, the view from here still has something to offer. Adrian is resting on your bed again, back turned to you and face half-buried in your pillow. Most of his days now are spent recovering from the shock in the comfort of your presence, itās safer being around each other. Part of you wonders if he's formed an emotional connection to your scent on the bedsheets, but it's probably just wishful thinking. As long as it helps him, you don't mind giving up half of your bed.
"You said my name."
His soft whisper from across the room reaches you. Your heart flutters at the thought of him starting a conversation and breaking the silence, but he was just mistaken. You hadn't said a word all evening. Reassuring him it was just his imagination, you tell him to go back to resting.
"No, that night, you said my name. You called me Adrian."
So he does want to talk. And he seems to be opening up a little. You quietly make your way over to the bed, you can't waste this opportunity.
"I'm sorry. I know we're not very close but it just slipped out in the moment. You were worrying me."
You sit down next to him as he turns to read the expression on your face with his eyebrows knitted in confusion.
āI wouldnāt have told you my name if we werenāt close.ā
You wonder if you even had the right to feel jealous. He is the one who has been hurt once again, but he has shown you so much generosity and even offered you a new home. The least you can do is being honest about your feelings for him. He doesnāt deserve to be lied to.
āIf I can be entirely honest with youā¦I saw you having so much fun spending time with Sumi and Taka. And I know that they didnāt have good intentions in the end, but I sometimes felt like you tossed me aside. Like I was not important to you the moment someone else came along.ā
Adrianās eyes widen in surprise and after a moment, a heavy sigh leaves his lips and an expression of guilt appears on his face.
āNo Iā¦I apologize, that was not my intention. Will you let me explain, please?ā
You nod and turn to your side to look at him. The last rays of sunshine of the day creep in through the window and color his side profile with a slight orange hue. He canāt seem to muster up the courage to look at you directly and is staring at the ceiling instead.
Never would he have expected the death of his mother to bring so much additional pain and suffering with it. There was never any time for grieving, never a moment of peace. He knew he had to stop his father, and he did. And while his new friends accompanied him in the beginning, they eventually left too. All thatās left is you.
āEveryone is gone. My parents, Sypha, even that Belmont.ā
Is this the hand he was dealt at birth, to be stuck in this vicious circle of misfortunes? Still, he tries his best to downplay his emotions, even with his eyes burning up.
āYouāre the only one who stayed. And of all people it had to be you that I became so attached to. I donāt want you to goā¦I canātā¦ā, his wavering voice trails off to a whisper.
āI care about you a lot. I donāt want to scare you away with my feelings.ā
Heās well aware of the feelings he has buried deep inside. If he removed himself from that closeness to you, those feelings would surely pass. But in the end, the people that should have distracted him only brought you two closer. Maybe that was for the better. How could anyone afford to lose the thread and needle to their heart thatās fraying at the edges?
āAdrian, hey.ā
You gently turn his face towards you, wiping away the tears with your thumb. The lifelessness in his eyes from that night is starting to show again, but heās refusing to look at you now. You can feel the loneliness that is still eating away at him despite your presence.
āIām not going anywhere, I promise.ā
You press a soft kiss to his forehead to calm his tears. The best way to soothe his sorrows is to be present when his feelings threaten to overwhelm him.
A faint, rosy blush appears on his face as he raises his hand to place it on top of the one caressing his face. The burn around his wrist peeks out of his sleeve. Itās slowly starting to heal.
āYour feelings would never make me leave, Adrian.ā
Before you can get more than just a short glance at the soft smile forming on his lips, his face has already been buried in your neck. You can feel him whispering against your skin.
āI think I love you.ā
You are all he needs to restore his once sanguine view on life.
I hate this but I know some of you were interested in a Part 2 and Iāve been procrastinating on posting this even though I finished it days ago, Iām not happy with it ahhh. Anyway, loneliness is the worst feeling ever, poor Lulu :(
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...in which you're present during Sumi and Taka's betrayal.
CW: Death, blood, SA is not explicitly described in any way but could be slightly implied depending on your interpretation of the scene in the animation!
Part 2 here!
Dazed and confused, youāre laying on your bedroomās floor. The back of your head feels like itās being split open and your memories are all over the place. Since when have you been in your room? And laying on the floor of all places? With great exertion, you look around the room as your gaze falls on the candle on top of your nightstand. The light intensifies your headache butā¦why is it even lit in the first place?
It slowly starts coming back to you. The old candle that was starting to collect dust, the one you never use. Someone came in and lit it.
Sumi and Taka.
You were laying on your bed, the uncomfortable mattress robbing you of your sleep as it did every night, when someone knocked at your door. Without waiting for an answer, Sumi and Taka entered. You sat up at the edge of your bed and the woman came to stand before you.
āItās so dark in here. You know, our rooms are on the side of the castle where the moonlight shines in.ā Without looking at you, she picked up your matches and lit the candle next to the bed.
āSo Alucard gave you the best rooms in the castle and you still wander around to find something to complain about?ā Youāve noticed their odd behavior and secrecy already, but did they really need to bring you into this?
āLookā, Sumi bent down to your level and placed her hand on your left shoulder, pulling you closer to get a better look at your face. āWe have lived as slaves under Choās rule. We know what itās like to be under a Vampireās control. We can get you away from him.ā
Him? Does she mean Alucard? But as soon as you open your mouth to reply, you feel Takaās hand on your other shoulder as heās leaning over your bed to talk to you.
āWe came here for guidance on how to slay vampires, but that son of Dracula is hiding something. We need to get rid of him.ā
You feared this would happen eventually. They were projecting their lack of trust in Alucard onto you. After all their travels and disappointing experiences with others, they couldnāt see the good in people anymore. Shrugging both hands off of your shoulders, you stood up and pushed Sumi away from you.
āI knew you were plotting something. He is a good person, he doesnāt mean any harm. How do you expect to hurt him if youāre his-ā
āTaka.ā
Right. The last thing you remember is Sumi calling out to Taka and the ensuing blow to the back of your head. Youāve been out cold on the floor for who knows how long, but the only thing on your mind right now is Alucard.
You grab onto your bedsheets and pull yourself up to your feet, your vision blurry as you pick up the candle with trembling hands. They were right, you could really use some moonlight on your side of the castle.
Despite your nauseousness, you manage to stumble into the castleās dark hallway and make your way to the other end of it. A metallic scent hangs in the air, adding to the discomfort of your bare feet hitting the cold stone tiles. In hopes that Alucard is still unharmed, your legs carry you to his bedroom.
The door is wide open and thereās a barely visible blood trail leading out of the room. Quietly, you hold onto the doorframe and try to sneak a glance into the room without making your presence known. But this turns out to be unnecessary as thereās no one left in the room. No one whoās alive, at least.
The corpses of the vampire hunters are lying on the ground, undressed and with blood running out of their necks and seeping into the bedding underneath them, a dagger laying in the middle of it. Clothes were scattered haphazardly on the floor. What is going on? As if in a trance, you stand frozen in the doorway, unable to avert your gaze from the bloodshed in the room.
āThis is my castle. I decide who is allowed to stay here.ā
Alucard was unwilling to hear you out, instead standing up to leave your room. Sumi and Taka have been basically glued to his side for the past days. While in the beginning their company was a nice change to the daily routine you and the dhampir had fallen into, their behavior has become increasingly suspicious. Of course he wouldnāt notice, itās your room that is across from theirs. Itās you who is witness to their whispered words and creeping around the castle.
āIām just saying, donāt you think theyāre acting weird? Alucard, they say theyāre vampire hunters. They already killed one of your fatherās generals, donāt you think theyāre after you?ā
He stopped in his tracks and turned around with an annoyed look on his face in stark contrast to his usual loving eyes and kind smile.
āTheyāre harmless, they just asked for my help. Donāt tell me you are jealous.ā
Failing to use their absence to your advantage and tell him about your suspicions, you stood up and took his hand into yours to pull him back in.
āIā¦how do you expect me to react? You came home with some strangers and are now saying theyāll stay with us? Youāre blinded by your loneliness, Alucard. I know youāre having a difficult time, but I promise Iām here for you.ā
Your voice trembled with worry, and despite your best attempt at trying to make him listen, he wouldnāt budge. Instead, he quickly pulled his hand out of your grasp and turned back around to leave.
āDonāt forget youāre only calling this place your home because I offered you a place hereā, he sighed heavily and started walking away, āCome down for dinner when youāre back to normal.ā
After snapping your focus away from the scene, you divert your attention to following the bloody foot prints leading up the stairs and down a hallway until you hear the echoing of muffled sobs coming from the very end of the hall. The door to Alucardās childhood bedroom is wide open. The bedroom in which youāve found him in several times, hiding away from you to grieve his parents. The bedroom in which he killed his father.
Now he lays curled up on the spot Dracula died in, a blanket stained crimson red is draped over his body, barely concealing his naked skin. The moonlight around him perfectly frames his disheveled figure lying on the burned carpet. With hurried steps you kneel at his side, hands reaching out to him but hesitating.
āAluā¦ā
He tenses in surprise and removes his hand from his face. He looks up at you, the fire of your candle is reflected in the tears spilling from his bloodshot eyes, almost glimmering enough to distract from their soullessness. His throat constricts and prevents him from gasping out anything other than your name as he reaches for you.
Pulling him to your chest, you can see the burn marks all over his skin as the blanket falls away. His fingers bunch up the fabric on the back of your nightgown, tugging you closer as he buries his face in the crook of your neck. Shame swallows him whole, you shouldnāt be seeing him this weak and helpless. His frantic gasps for air almost completely drown out the barely intelligible apologies spilling from his lips, his grip on you only tightening despite his trembling.
Countless scenarios of what might have happened run through your mind while his tears dampen your night gown that is slowly being stained from the blood on his body. Your hands instinctively begin caressing his back in an attempt to soothe him, but when he tenses up and whines in protest you move to hold him in a gentle embrace instead, avoiding any sensitive areas and resting your hand on his upper back that is sticky with sweat.
You continue whispering reassuring words to him, grounding and anchoring him to this moment with you.
He didn't mean to do this. This shouldnāt have happened.
But itās over now. Heās safe with you.
And heās not alone.
You patiently hold him, letting him take as much time as he needs to cry out the grievances that are burdening his heart.
His tense muscles slowly relax and his sobs quiet down. Lightly swaying him from side to side, his eyes become heavy and finally close.
Finally averting his gaze from his fatherās wedding ring on the ground.
And finally, the ghostly shadow of Dracula occupying his mind appears as comforting instead of frightening for the first time in a long while.
This is the scene that keeps me from rewatching. As someone who loves sad and depressing stuff, this episode made me so incredibly uncomfortable, I was shaking the whole time and I felt like shit for days afterwards. I know the creator said that Alucardās scene was consensual (the beginning at least), but the implications of SA are so clearly there for me. And then thereās also Hector. I hope this fic doesnāt make it seem like Iām excusing Sumiās and Takaās actions, Iām not.
To everyone who requested smth, Iām currently not doing requests (sorry shouldāve specified) but still, thank you for requesting, it makes me happy that ppl are interested in my writing :) My asks are always open for anything else though!
Sumi Taka scene anon, Iāve actually been thinking about doing smth similar if my mental health allows it lmao
SFW! Been catching up on jojolands after taking a break for almost three years and I still love her as much as I did when the manga started releasing >_<
ā„ Gets so happy when you visit her at work. Especially in the evening before the boutique closes and thereās barely any customers left and she can chat with you.
ā„ You know that prank where people visit their friends at work and act like theyāre a customer needing help? Go stand behind her and say āExcuse meā while sheās busy, sheāll get so excited once she realizes itās actually you.
ā„ If you have a sleepover sheād love to do her morning routine with you! First she cuts you up some watermelon and then you both go jogging at the beach. She matches your speed and encourages you to keep going but sticks to her motto of not pushing yourself too much but never giving up!
ā„ Loves to take you out to the beach at night, stargazing while laying down together on a towel that is so small that someone has to rest their head on the otherās shoulder?? So romantic to her.
ā„ Ask her for fashion tips and youāll get your own personal stylist. Does a color analysis and tells you which clothes compliment your body type best. Always hypes you up if youāre unsure about how something looks on you.
ā„ If you wanna wear a piece of clothing thatās out of your comfort zone and itās something she would wear as well, sheāll match with you. She wants you to feel safe in whatever youāre wearing, self expression through fashion is important to her and she wants you to feel comfortable enough to do the same.
ā„ If you like jewelry, sheāll get you a matching set for your anniversary. One that she can get engraved with both of your nameās initials.
ā„ Loves to be spoiled. Sheāll be SO grateful if you get her something that suits her tastes. And her smile while she thanks you? So adorable.
ā„ Has a soft spot for words of affirmation after the way she was treated by her bullies, but her favorite love language is quality time. If sheās not currently at work or occupied with whatever task Meryl Mei gave her, sheāll ask if youād like to spend time. Sheād love to have you around for even just a small trip to the grocery store. Always holding your hand too.
ā„ Itās very important to her that Jodio approves of you and it warms her heart to see you getting along with her little brother. Especially after what her Ex did.
My fav jojolands characters all reek of death pls donāt do that to me araki
The first thing I thought of was him doing her hair if itās long. And vice versa lmao. Father and daughter bonding time just consists of her messing up his hair but he doesnāt mind because he loves her so much. Anything to see her smile.
Oh and I also wanted to say that she would probably get his old room but considering what happened in thereā¦maybe not lmao. But heād make her a little doll to play with, just like when his parents made toys for him. Heād have to hold himself back not to spoil her rotten lmao since heās basically vampire royalty. And sheād be his little princess aww
Despite growing up in the 15th century heād have a progressive mindset (that mostly came from his mother) and anyone who is sexist towards her will have to deal with him. That would probably intimidate everyone lmao. And Dracula already made sure that the church stays away from anyone related to him, they donāt need all of that happening againā¦
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Hi babes! I saw ur recent post and read that u wanted some thoughts about alucard, idk maybe this will make u want to write headcanons or anything you like (this isnāt a formal request but perhaps itāll help u write) okay so i have a personal headcanon that whenever alucard gets sulky with his partner heāll just turn into his wolf form and just brood and until his partner gush and dote all over him, i also have another headcanon that whenever alucard loves someone deeply he asks them to call him by his given name instead of alucard because to him it feels so intimate that heās known to the entire world as alucard son of Dracula but to his lover heās simply and truthfully just Adrian.
Alucard x Reader Headcanons!
Ahhh thank you it makes me so happy that someone sent something!! I actually have smth super short about Dracula and alu in his wolf form in my drafts but itās been rotting in there lmao. Ok now let me add on to your headcanons, youāve inspired me hahah. I hope you donāt mind me using your ask for this ^^
I didnāt know if I should tag this I feel like Iām spamming the x reader tag lmao but maybe someone would like to see your headcanons. Thank youuu again! I wonder how he would feel about nicknames that come from Alucard. I keep calling him Lulu in my head lmao. Adrian will always be his favorite thing to hear from his partner tho