man ok i'm getting really Into phoebe hc again and wanted to talk about some of the things i regret not getting to do with her on poketumblr, relationship-wise
i can't even hide anymore that i shipped her with flint like a trash baby. the couple of interactions they had were so sweet and fun, and even if things sort of got a sexual start i think they were actually very compatible! personality-wise they were similar, and it's corny as shit but their astrological symbols (leo & aries) were ideal matches. i think they would have been a really fun and upbeat couple and i wish that i had been more outgoing in my interactions with other rpers back then--i held back too much and feel like it caused me to miss out on something that might have been really, really good for her, at least for a little while
i never got a steven who i was able to explore any sort of relationship with, platonic or otherwise, so her romantic feelings spent a few good years just hanging in limbo from steven to steven. owen playing him could have had a better chance to give her some closure on those feelings, but nothing ever came of it; she's still tangled up in her love for him and it's very painful, even though she still never shows it
she and sidney never got to happen! sidney and phoebe are my go-to phoebe ship, and i've rped it before but i love jordan's sidney more than any other sidney and phoebe never got to kiss his stupid face and it makes me very frustrated. they never got to get their stupid feelings out in the open--another romantic feelings limbo for phoebe
she never got to fuck surge
i was a big weenie and was so afraid to socialize with people and i missed out on what i'm sure could have been some great interactions and relationships! i wish i could go back and redo a lot of it and be more open with the community












