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okay so literally the best day of my life ! it was so worth traveling to the other side of the country for like i would do it again in a heart beat even if it was so hot and humid and i felt like i was lowkey going to die of overheating and then the big ass storm that started right when they ended but it was so worth it to see our boys 😭😭

i didn’t get to the venue until like 1:30pm because i only really cared about seeing skz and i didn’t want to bother being super close in the heat and having to stand there all day. i was literally sitting on a bench in the shade with my electric hand fan on full blast at 5:30pm because i felt so sticky and hot and sweaty and overstimulated when i overheard someone saying they moved skz up to 6:15 instead of 8:30 because of a storm coming in. i didn’t have any service at all in the venue to check for any announcements but luckily my bf had service and he checked twitter and gov ball literally announced the schedule change like right then and there so im like omfg we have to go and i literally start beelining towards the stage and squeeze in as close as i could get LOL i fear i just got really lucky with my spot being pretty close!

unfortunately the extended stage went in the opposite direction and i am short so i couldn’t really see the boys on stage i mostly had to watch the screens 💔😭 there was also a bunch of people with huge posters and getting on each others shoulders which literally blocked my view i was so annoyed 🫩 but i cant complain because for getting into the crowd 45 mins before they went on i got fairly close! i was also happy i didnt have to wait another 2 hours in the heat 😭

when they brought out the puppym at the end and they started playing seungmin’s vocals for blind spot i literally started crying so hard i could not stop LMAO i had no other seungmin biases near me in the crowd so i fear i was the only one crying because i missed him so much 😭😭😭 and then they started playing miroh as the last song but the tears still kept coming omg if you saw me you would laugh so hard because why was i shouting “STARY KIDS HOOOO” while sobbing my eyes out omg 😭 i’m also so sad their set got cut by like 20 mins because of the storm so i missed out on some songs 😭😭

BUT one day i’ll get to see them again and it’ll be ot8 and i’ll get to see and hear my bias for the first time live and with my own eyes 😭 but for now he is not real and he is still a fictional character in my head 💗

also the storm starting literally like 10 mins after they got off stage was INSANE i honestly felt like i was in the middle of a hurricane and i was going to be blown away my shoes were literally so soaked and filled with water i had to use a blow dryer on it the next day LMAO

ALSO SEUNGMINS BUBBLE MESSAGES MADE ME START CRYING ON THE SUBWAY like why would he do this to me im so sad for him that he couldn’t go and perform on stage with the boys i know hes so upset about it ☹️☹️ but i hope he knows how much we love him and that we sang and cheered so loud for him ☹️☹️

i didn’t go early! i actually got to the venue at like 1:30pm LMAO and i didn’t got into the crowd for the stage until 5:30pm when i found out they got moved up to 6:15pm i honestly just got really lucky 😭😭😭

edit: i literally forgot to answer your question about the popup omg im so sorry but i did not end up going it was soooo far away from my hotel and i fear it wasn’t worth it so i didnt go but one of my twitter friends went and she got me the skz gov ball tshirt !!!

Nah cos the simple eyebrow raise and smirk is so fucking effective

KIM SEUNGMIN THE MAN THAT YOU ARE

(Ghost me is whimpering)

I think I'll see you if I squint 🧐

I see everyone having fun and somehow I don't feel jealous?? cause I'm happy everyone is happy and seeing skz themselves having fun is like getting injected happy hormones, watched part of it on a livestream on TikTok (only good reason to be up at 7am lol)

There you are! 🫶

I WAS ON THE RIGHT SIDEEEEEE!!!!!! LOOK AT MY VIEW!!!! i had so much fun i’ll have to post pics for you guys eventually but i haven’t even gone through my pics and videos yet i fear it’ll make me sad i miss them sm

You

Skrrr

x THIS IS SO MEEEEE LMAOO

i LOVE SEUNGMIN

i LOVE SEUNGMIN

i went to the street they filmed chk chk boom!! if you guys follow robinrambles on tiktok/ig i ran into her there and she was soooo sweet. i also had to explain who skz was to this group of middle aged ladies because they wanted to know why people kept taking pics of a random brick building LMAO

my outfit today was inspired by seungmin’s mv look so i could recreate this pic to post for ssd on twitter later this month lol

and then i bought some kpop albums and now i need to figure out how im going to fit them into my luggage to take back home LOL

i also met up with some twitter moots 🥺

also found ateez and i started getting into them recently so i bought my first ateez merch lol (also yes i did compare all their hand sizes to my own)

so that my first day in nyc!!! i have been actively tweeting about my trip if you guys have twitter and want to follow :3