10,000 demons all wanna be me

im a lot happier nowadays cuz life isnt so sucks and i have support netowork n im away from my evil fam but even then i still gotta deal w the fact that the evil sucky stuff happened... like jesse as a a unit is more cool and as parts of a greater self we dont fight as much n dont have to deal with bad stuff but idk.... i forgot what i was syaing haha nighttimeeee

i get a bit peeved at some posts soemtimes n i like breath cuz not everyones life is my life.. we r all different.... btu some ppl are really disrespectful to their parts which just lets other ppl keep acting like that.... idk.... theres a lot of ppl who r comfortable debasing themselevs so they can prove the disorder/mental space/whatever is cute and fun and even if u dont view urself as disordered life isnt always hunky dory!!!! so i dont like when ppl say "this part does this, that part does that. heres my alters entire lfie story told to u without their consent cuz theyre kinda sorta similar to a character we liked when we were 2." like idk. wut

i dont care about system/DID/whatever discourse cuz its all semantics and language and super online stuff that doesnt matter cuz ppl cant visually see alters/headmates/etc ok. ok. greta. anwyays i am getting more content w myself self differentiating and stuff and like ya its better but i have lost a lot of stuff cuz of the system shit. skills and memories are locked off until i complete quest of "remember what he did to oyu" like ok thanks but i want to know how to cook and omlette without doing CBT by myself in my room. 4 a memory i dont want 2 remember. id rather just access my knowledge of cooking an omlette now. thanx

i dont wanna do whippets becayse im already stupid enough

im like actually annoyed this is like bad. this tastes bad. i had to sip it tiny sips wrinkling my face. euck

when i cook i ignore all the ingredients and directions in the recipe which is exactly how you are supposed to do it

i was elgit ready to drift off a moment ago cuz i just took one of my meds but now im wide awake ewwwwww i taste like a sourdough

Pabst blue ribbon is the reason people think they dont like beer