purplemoonabove

Prologue

There are stories whispered about the old mansion on the edge of Seoul, a place where the lights burn through every storm and shadows pass behind the windows at all hours of the night. Most say it’s haunted by ghosts who never learned how to leave, or by the memory of someone who once loved too fiercely and lost too much. But those who look closer might see something else: not a curse, but a quiet promise. A haven built from kindness and stubborn hope, shelter for anyone who’s ever been driven from the world outside.

Before the pack, before the laughter and warmth and chaos, there was only the storm. Only Y/N, moving through the empty house, learning the shape of silence and the weight of longing. The city’s glow pressed close, but inside, the hush was absolute. It was a world waiting for the first sign of life to break through the loneliness. This is where it began: with a single door left unlocked, a single night when one person reached into the dark and chose to offer sanctuary instead of fear.

Y/N’s life was a study in quiet, curated solitude. The mansion on the city’s edge had once seemed like a prize, a testament to hard work, ambition, and the desire to build something all their own. But as the weeks blurred into months, the silence became less luxurious and more suffocating, a slow ache beneath the surface of every day.

Y/N filled the emptiness with routine: early mornings over black coffee, evenings lost in paperwork and news on mute. The city’s demands were endless: meetings, negotiations, the careful dance of being respected but never quite seen. Friends drifted away, unable to keep pace with Y/N’s ambition or the walls they unconsciously raised. The only voices that lingered were those in memory: a mother’s gentle warning, a father’s distant pride, the echo of old friends’ laughter fading with each unanswered message.

Sometimes, on the loneliest nights, Y/N would wander from room to room, trailing their hand along polished banisters, searching for a sense of belonging that never quite came. They’d grown adept at pretending the isolation was a choice, an armor, not a wound. But it was a brittle kind of strength, and it left them restless, awake long after midnight, staring at the empty spot beside them in bed.

They told themself it was better this way: no one to disappoint, no one to need them, no one to leave. Better to be the master of a silent house than to risk the sharp ache of being left behind. But the truth was simpler and sadder: the house wasn’t keeping them safe. It was keeping them apart.

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Rain freckled the floor-to-ceiling windows of the mansion, an endless hush that dulled the world outside. Y/N pressed their palm to the glass, gaze unfocused on the distant city lights that flickered through the drizzle. Even here, on the fringe of Seoul, the city never slept. But tonight, the air was thick with a kind of loneliness that not even the hum of traffic could dispel.

Y/N turned away, sighing, and padded through the silent halls toward the kitchen. The house felt cavernous echoes of footsteps, memories clinging to empty rooms. They busied themselves with a pot of tea, movements efficient, practiced. Solitude had been a choice, one that felt less like freedom and more like exile with each passing night.

A faint sound softer than the rain, but unmistakable caught Y/N’s attention. It came again: a muffled whine, almost swallowed by the storm.

Y/N froze, teacup halfway to the counter.

There it was a shuffling, then a plaintive, breathy whimper. It sounded close, just outside the back door.

Cautiously, Y/N set down the cup and crossed the kitchen. They flicked on the porch light, its glow spilling into the rain-soaked garden. In the pool of light, half-hidden behind a planter, was a figure. Large and hunched, trembling in the downpour, with a shock of sandy hair plastered to his forehead and a tail curled tightly around his legs.

Dog ears golden and drooping, pinned flat against his skull.

Y/N’s pulse quickened. A hybrid.

The figure flinched as the door opened, shrinking further behind the planter. Y/N took in his soaked clothes, the shiver in his limbs, the way his eyes darted between escape and them.

“Are you hurt?” Y/N asked quietly, voice steady but gentle.

The hybrid, no. The man didn’t answer. He stared, wide-eyed, but didn’t bolt.

Y/N stepped out into the rain, arms raised in a gesture of peace. “I’m not going to call anyone. You look cold. Will you come inside?”

The man hesitated, then shook his head, water flying from his ears. He pressed himself tighter to the wall, but his body betrayed him: another shiver, a desperate glance at the open door.

Y/N didn’t move closer. “There’s food. And dry clothes. You can leave whenever you want.”

A long moment passed. Then, slowly, the golden retriever hybrid pushed himself to his feet. He winced as he put weight on his right leg, but after a final, wary look, he limped toward the door.

Y/N stepped aside, letting him pass. The warmth of the kitchen hit him, and he sagged against the wall, eyes closing in relief.

“I’m Y/N,” they said softly, reaching for a clean towel. “What’s your name?”

He hesitated, voice hoarse with exhaustion. “Yunho.”

Y/N handed him the towel and a tentative smile. “You’re safe here, Yunho. For as long as you need.”

He didn’t reply, but for the first time, some of the tension left his shoulders. As Y/N fetched food and a first-aid kit, the silence in the kitchen pressed down heavy and uncertain. Yunho clutched the towel, shoulders hunched, eyes darting between the exit and the steaming mug Y/N placed before him. He flinched at every sound the ticking of the clock, the scrape of a drawer his tail curled so tightly it trembled.

Y/N kept their voice low as they knelt to check his leg. "May I?" they asked, but Yunho recoiled, teeth gritted in silent warning. For a moment, the weight of distrust was suffocating. Y/N nodded, backing off. "I’ll leave the kit here. You can help yourself."

He watched Y/N with haunted eyes, as if expecting kindness to turn to cruelty at any moment. Long after Y/N retreated to the far side of the kitchen, Yunho sat on the floor, towel clutched to his chest, shivering not from the rain, but from the ghosts of old wounds. The storm outside faded, but inside, the tension only thickened.

Yunho barely registered the passage of time. The warm, softly lit kitchen felt like a strange dream. Every instinct screamed at him to run, to find somewhere dark and safe, but he was so tired. The ache in his leg throbbed with each heartbeat, but it was nothing compared to the ache in his chest.

He stared at the mug in front of him, hands refusing to reach for it. He could still feel the cold of the rain in his bones, but worse was the memory of other kitchens, other humans always a trick, always a cost. Kindness was a trap; he’d learned that lesson too many times.

His eyes flickered to the door. He could leave. He should leave. But the warmth was burrowing beneath his skin, making him remember what comfort felt like. Something he didn’t deserve, not anymore.

He pressed his forehead to his knees, breathing in the scent of soap and tea and something unfamiliar in Y/N’s presence, not unkind, but impossible to trust. He waited for the sharp word, the impatient sigh, the inevitable demand. It never came.

The silence stretched, heavy and strange. Yunho’s ears drooped, tail limp. He wondered if Y/N could see how broken he was. He wondered if it mattered.

Eventually, exhaustion won out. He curled up on the kitchen floor, towel still clutched in his fists, daring only the smallest hope that maybe, just this once, he wouldn’t be forced back out into the rain.

He was barely aware of Y/N returning, footsteps soft on the tile. They crouched beside him, concern etched across their features. “Yunho,” Y/N whispered, careful not to crowd him. “You shouldn’t sleep on the floor; you’ll get sick. There’s a bathroom just down the hall, and the water’s hot. Why don’t you take a bath? I’ll leave clean towels on the counter. You can lock it from the inside; I promise no one will bother you.”

Yunho flinched at the suggestion, instinctively pulling the towel tighter, but Y/N only waited, their presence gentle and unhurried. “You deserve to be warm,” Y/N added quietly, voice trembling with the weight of meaning. “If you’d rather stay here, that’s all right too. I just… I don’t want you to injure yourself more than you already are.”

For a long moment, Yunho didn’t move, searching Y/N’s face for any sign of threat or impatience. Finding none, he gave the smallest nod, a silent agreement built on fragile hope. Y/N offered a faint, understanding smile and stepped away, leaving Yunho with a choice, one that, for the first time in a long while, was truly his to make.

Slowly, Yunho pushed himself upright, every muscle protesting. His legs were stiff and shaky from cold and exhaustion; standing felt like waking from a nightmare, unsure if the ground would hold him. The blanket slipped from his shoulders, and he fumbled to catch it, his breath coming shallow as he fought back the urge to just curl up again and disappear.

He clutched the towel Y/N had left for him, gathering the towel more tightly around himself. Each step down the unfamiliar hallway was harder than the last, his injured leg dragging, the ache spreading up his side. He paused at the bathroom door, dizzy and uncertain, glancing back, no footsteps, no shadow, just the hush of an empty house.

Hand trembling, he managed to turn the lock behind him, chest tight with relief and fear. The room was warm, the air thick with rising steam. For a moment, Yunho just stood there, swaying, letting himself believe just for tonight that he was safe enough to let go.

Y/N waited in the kitchen, hands wrapped tightly around a mug of tea gone cold. Their mind raced with worry: had they pushed too hard, done too little? The memory of Yunho’s haunted eyes lingered: how much pain could one person carry and still find the strength to hope, even a little? They wanted to do more, to fix things, but all they could do was wait and hope that the small, careful kindnesses would be enough to keep Yunho from running back into the night.

Inside the bathroom, Yunho let the blanket and towel fall to the floor, his body aching with every movement. He peeled off his dirty clothes, wincing at the soreness in his muscles, and tossed them into a small pile near the door. As he turned, he noticed a neatly folded set of clean clothes waiting on the counter: soft sweatpants, a T-shirt, and fresh socks. The simple gesture sent a wave of relief through him.

He turned on the tap and sat on the toilet lid, waiting for the tub to fill with fresh hot water, unsure how much longer his legs would hold him up. Steam fogged the mirror, wrapping the room in a hazy cocoon.

He stepped carefully into the tub, wincing as the hot water lapped at his chilled skin. The heat brought a wave of pain and then, slowly, relief. He sank under the water, letting it cradle his battered body. For the first time in months, maybe years, he allowed himself to relax, just a little. The ache in his leg dulled, but the ache inside stayed sharp, twisting with every memory of hands that shoved, voices that threatened, warmth that always turned cold.

Yunho pressed his forehead to his knees, trying to breathe through the tightness in his chest. The gentle sound of water, the faint traces of lavender soap, the subtle reassurance of a locked door these were things he didn’t know how to trust. He stayed in the bath until the water turned lukewarm, afraid that if he left too soon, it would all be taken away.

Just outside the bathroom, Y/N paced the hallway, listening for any sign of distress. Their mind spun with worry: had Yunho slipped and fallen? Was the water too hot, the room too strange? Y/N stopped by the door more than once, hand hovering as if to knock, but forced themself to step back. He needs space, they told themself. He needs to know he’s safe.

Every so often, Y/N heard the faintest splash or the muffled sound of Yunho’s breathing. It was enough to keep them rooted nearby, not daring to go far, caught between wanting to help and knowing that trust couldn’t be rushed.

When Yunho finally emerged, hair damp and skin flushed from the bath, he was dressed in the clean clothes left for him, soft sweatpants and a t-shirt that smelled faintly of lavender detergent. He felt a little more human; the ache in his muscles eased by the warmth and comfort of the bath and fresh clothes.

Y/N was sitting in the living room. They offered a gentle, uncertain smile. “Take your time. The guest room at the end of the hall is yours tonight. If you need anything, I’ll be in the kitchen.”

Yunho nodded, but when he reached the guest room and closed the door behind him, he found himself unable to rest. The bed looked soft, almost inviting, but the silence pressed in from all sides too loud, too unfamiliar. He paced the room for a moment, heart pounding, before quietly slipping back out into the hallway.

Drawn by the faint glow from the kitchen, Yunho padded softly down the hall, the clean clothes hanging loose on his frame. He found Y/N sitting at the table, hands wrapped around a mug, staring absently at the rain-smeared window. For a moment, Yunho hesitated in the doorway, nervousness prickling along his skin.

Y/N looked up, surprised but not unkind. "Can't sleep?" they asked gently, voice careful not to push.

Yunho shook his head, staring at the floor. The words felt heavy in his mouth, but he forced them out anyway. "Can I... stay here? Just for a little while?"

Y/N nodded and gestured to the seat across from them. "Of course."

Yunho sat in the chair across from Y/N, shoulders tense but eyes a little less haunted in the warm kitchen light. The silence between them was fragile, but for the first time all night, Yunho felt the edge of something softer, something like hope.

Y/N let the quiet linger, not wanting to break the delicate peace. But they couldn’t ignore the way Yunho’s leg trembled, the way he winced every time he shifted in his seat. After a moment, Y/N slid the first aid kit across the table, their voice gentle. "Would you let me look at your leg now? Just to make sure you didn’t hurt it worse."

Yunho hesitated, fingers curling against the edge of the table. His instinct was to refuse, to pull away, but the pain was growing harder to hide. He nodded once, tightly, and Y/N moved with careful, unhurried motions, kneeling beside him so he wouldn’t feel cornered.

They rolled up the fabric over his calf, revealing a deep bruise mottling the skin and a raw scrape along his shin. Y/N’s touch was feather-light, every movement preceded by a quiet, "Is this okay?" Yunho answered with stiff nods, never meeting their gaze, but he didn’t flinch away.

As Y/N cleaned the scrape and wrapped the leg, their chest ached at the evidence of old scars and new wounds. When they finished, they didn’t press, just offered Yunho a glass of water and a soft, "You’re safe here. You don’t have to talk if you don’t want to."

For the first time, Yunho’s lips parted, voice barely more than a whisper. "Thank you."

Y/N smiled, small and sincere. "You’re welcome."

The kitchen was quiet, but something had shifted: a fragile trust, born in bandages and shared silence, was beginning to take root.

It didn’t take long for Yunho’s exhaustion to show. His head drooped, eyes blinking slowly, shoulders sagging as he fought to stay upright. Y/N stood and gently touched his arm. "You should get some rest," they murmured. "Let me help you to the guest room."

But as Y/N reached out, Yunho’s hand shot out, clutching their sleeve in a trembling grip. Panic flashed in his eyes, raw, unfiltered. He shook his head; words were stuck somewhere between fear and pleading. "Don’t… Don’t go. Please. Just… stay here."

The vulnerability in his voice was sharp and aching. Y/N nodded, but instead of settling back into the chair, they gently squeezed Yunho's hand and spoke quietly. "The couch is just over there," they said, voice soft as velvet. "It's more comfortable than the kitchen table. Will you let me help you? We can both sit there. I'll stay until you fall asleep, if you'd like."

Yunho hesitated, eyes flicking between the table and the shadowed outline of the couch. Finally, with a small nod, he allowed Y/N to help him up. He leaned on them, steps slow and uncertain, his grip on their sleeve never loosening. When they reached the couch, Y/N sat first, letting Yunho settle beside them, close but not crowded.

Y/N draped a blanket over Yunho’s legs, then gently coaxed a pillow behind his head. Seeing how tense and small he looked, Y/N hesitated for just a moment before quietly saying, “It’s more comfortable if we both lie down just until you fall asleep. Is that alright?”

Yunho didn’t answer with words, but the way he shifted closer, not letting go of Y/N’s sleeve, was answer enough.

With slow, careful movements, Y/N eased themself down onto the couch beside him, arranging them so that Yunho could rest his head on their shoulder, their bodies aligned along the narrow cushions. They tucked the blanket securely around them both, mindful of his injured leg and the need for space.

Yunho’s breathing slowed, his body relaxing by inches as he felt Y/N’s steady warmth along his side. Even as sleep claimed him, his fingers stayed curled in their sleeve, a silent anchor. Y/N let their arm rest lightly around him, offering comfort without pressure, and quietly watched over him as the night deepened, both of them, for the first time in a long while, not quite alone.

Nightmares gnawed at Yunho’s rest. He shifted restlessly, brow furrowing, whimpers escaping as his mind dragged him through old memories: rain, cold concrete, voices shouting, hands reaching for him in the dark. On the couch, his tail thumped anxiously against the cushions, his hand tightening unconsciously in Y/N’s sleeve. A broken plea slipped out: “No… please, don’t… I’m sorry…”

Y/N woke at the sound, instantly alert but careful not to startle him. They whispered gentle reassurances, brushing Yunho’s hair back and murmuring, “You’re safe. It’s just a dream. You’re here with me.” Slowly, the tension bled from Yunho’s body, his breathing returning to a steadier rhythm.

When Yunho finally woke, sunlight was already spilling into the living room. The couch was empty beside him, but the scent of eggs, toast, and a hint of herbal tea drifted from the kitchen. Yunho sat up slowly, disoriented, the heaviness of his dreams lingering in his chest.

Padding quietly to the kitchen doorway, he saw Y/N standing at the stove, sleeves rolled up, humming softly as they cooked. The morning light caught on the strands of their hair, making them look softer than Yunho remembered from the night before.

He hovered at the threshold, uncertain but drawn by the promise of safety and, just maybe, the hope that nightmares couldn’t follow him into the day.

Y/N glanced over their shoulder and smiled when they saw Yunho hovering in the doorway. "Morning," they said gently. "I hope you’re hungry."

Yunho hesitated, rubbing at the sleep in his eyes, but the smell of food pulled him forward. He slid into a seat at the kitchen table, still wrapping the blanket close around his shoulders. Y/N set a plate in front of him: eggs, toast, fruit, all arranged with quiet care.

For a moment, Yunho just stared at the food, uncertain. Then, at Y/N’s encouraging nod, he picked up his fork and took a tentative bite. The first mouthful was almost overwhelmingly warm, real, and offered without condition. He ate slowly at first, glancing up at Y/N between bites as if afraid the meal would disappear.

Y/N poured him a cup of tea and sat across from him, keeping their tone light. "There’s plenty more if you want it. Eat as much as you need."

As the meal went on, the silence softened. Yunho’s shoulders relaxed by degrees, and Y/N offered gentle conversation, nothing probing, just talk of the weather, the garden, and the best way to make tea. For the first time since he’d arrived, Yunho felt the gnaw of hunger fade and something like peace settle deep in his chest.

When he finished, Y/N gave him a soft, proud smile. "You did well. If you want to rest more or just sit here, that’s fine. This is your home too, for as long as you need."

Yunho didn’t trust his voice, but his eyes shone with gratitude. For a brief, golden moment, the horrors of the night before felt very far away.

Y/N let the quiet linger over breakfast before asking softly, "Yunho… can I ask what happened? Why were you out there in the storm?"

Yunho’s fork stilled. He stared at his plate, shoulders drawing up beneath the blanket. For a long moment, it seemed like he might not answer. Then, voice rough and low, he murmured, "I didn’t have anywhere else to go. People… when they find out what I am, it always changes. It’s always worse."

He swallowed, knuckles white around the fork. "I tried to stay out of sight. Sometimes I found work, sometimes a place to sleep. But it never lasted. Last night… I just couldn’t keep running anymore."

Y/N’s heart ached, but they kept their words gentle, "You don’t have to run now. You’re safe here. As long as you want."

Yunho gave a small, shaky nod. A silence grew, heavy but honest, and for the first time Yunho didn’t feel so alone with his pain.

The days that followed unfolded quietly, each one a small victory in the long war against Yunho’s fear. Mornings began with cautious breakfasts in the sunlit kitchen, Y/N always making more food than necessary and Yunho gradually eating his fill. Some days, he followed Y/N through the house as they worked, keeping to the edges of the room, never quite letting himself relax. Other days, he ventured into the back garden, soaking in the unfamiliar peace, golden ears flicking at every distant sound.

Y/N never pushed. They offered gentle invitations. Would you like to help with the groceries? Do you want to pick the music today? but Yunho was always allowed to say no. Bit by bit, he said yes more often, his tail wagging hesitantly, a flicker of warmth returning to his eyes.

At night, the couch became their shared island of comfort. Yunho still startled awake from nightmares, but there was always a steady hand or a whispered reassurance. Gradually, the distance between them shrank until Yunho no longer needed to hold Y/N’s sleeve to fall asleep.

By the end of the week, the mansion felt less like a temporary shelter and more like the beginning of something fragile and real, something that, given time, could truly become home. It was only then, as Yunho began to believe in safety, that two new shadows appeared at the edge of the property: a wary, sharp-eyed Maine Coon hybrid and a silent, protective Doberman watching from outside.

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When it was announced you’d have an Asia tour, with two nights in Seoul, it was obvious that San was going to purchase tickets. Yeosang and Mingi said they’d come with him. It would be an experience, being on the other side of the stadium, but fun. A memory, he thought.

He hadn’t expected you’d be using KQ’s studios. Hongjoong had told him with a teasing grin, saying that your team had rented out the space for a week around your Seoul stops. Eden had told him, suggesting it was a good opportunity to network and build connections in other parts of the industry.

San told himself the same things when he was approaching the recording studio, ignoring Wooyoung’s incessant teasing as they walked the familiar path towards the studio floor. He kept his expression neutral, even as his heart beat increased with every closer step, his palms feeling sweaty.

It was fine, he reassured himself, this was normal. He was normal.

The studio was full, lined with people he recognised from their own team and a handful of foreigners. English bounced around the walls as excited conversations were had, about music, about beats and lyrics, San understood that and in the centre of it all -

You laughed at something the woman next to you was saying, tilting your head back and letting it out without shame. There was no hiding the joy you felt and it highlighted across your face. San couldn’t breathe.

Eden introduced you all and you’d beamed when you said, “I know. I’m a big fan of ATEEZ.”

The words echoed around his head. Big fan - you were a fan.

Oh god.

Hongjoong fell into his leader role, using his well practiced English to welcome you, ask you questions, and you’d grinned and answered honestly. It was surreal, San thought, seeing you in person like this when he’d spent so much of his time watching you through a screen.

“What’s your favourite song?” Yunho had smiled sweetly at you.

You’d blushed under the attention. San ignored the unwarranted flash of jealousy. People reacted to Yunho like that all the time, this wasn’t exactly a surprise.

“Favourite ATEEZ song, um, oh, I love Turbulence,” you admitted, “and your recent solo songs. Just so good, especially Creep,” your eyes darted to San, offering him a bright smile, “I’m a fan of the mature concept.”

In his mind, San smiled back and said something charming and sauve, something that would have made you blush for him. In reality, he gapped at you, more open mouthed than he realised, and let the compliment dance around his head to his own ecstatic beat. He didn’t realise how long he’d been staring until Mingi, feeling the second hand embarrassment, elbowed San out of his thoughts.

“Thank you,” he blurted, the touch forcing the words breathlessly from him, “I-we-worked hard, it’s good to know - I mean you know, making music, your songs are good also and um, I-I like them.”

His teeth clicked when he finally quietened. The room was staring at him, surprised and amazed. Wooyoung looked a second away from exploding with laughter. San didn’t even want to look at you, could only imagine how insane you thought he was.

Seonghwa stepped in smoothly. “We have listened to your music before. We like it a lot.”

“Oh wow, that’s an honour,” you replied, voice light and distant, “What’s your favourite?”

The conversation shifted and moved. San placed himself firmly on the other side of the room, away from you and your team, next to Yeosang who would take pity on him and not mock him as he burned with embarrassment. He stayed quiet, not wanting to further make you uncomfortable or make himself out to be an absolute fool.

Later, Mingi would look at him wide eyed. “What even happened?”

San groaned, covering his face with his hands. “I don’t even know. I blanked out and then it all just came out.”

“It was kind of crazy,” Yunho admitted, running a hand through San’s hair with affectionate comfort.

“I looked like an idiot,” he grumbled.

“Maybe she likes idiots,” Jongho offered, half joking and half serious.

Hongjoong rapped their youngest on the top of his head, a silent command to stop. “She’ll be there for the next few days,” he reminded. “If you want to get to know her better.”

And San tried. He did. He swore he did. The first time, he chickened out before he’d even reached the doorway, nerves getting the best of him. Then, he got to the door, even pushed it open, but you were in the recording booth, already belting your guts out, and your manager dragged her gaze over him like he was a pest and he left without saying anything.

Third time, San entered the room - and bumped straight into you. You had bounced off his chest, and his hands had automatically reached out, steadied you back into place.

You’d blinked up at him in surprise, and then offered him a brilliant smile. “You really are like a brick wall,” you commented.

San understood the English phrase enough to turn red. “I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were there.”

“So you weren’t coming to visit me?” You pouted, joking, but still it made San scramble, stumbling over his words as he tried to convey that he did in fact want to see you without seeming like an obsessed fan or just a complete moron.

You had laughed and placed a hand on his chest, dead centre, sucking the words from his tongue. “Don’t worry, this is your space before it was mine,” you offered softly, “we’ve just finished, if you need to record anything.”

He said he did, and then sat in the room alone for half an hour until Maddox appeared, arching an eyebrow in surprise and asking what he was doing there. San couldn’t explained without embarrassing himself so he’d just mumbled some useless words and made his escape.

In the end it was the fourth time that made a difference and San wasn’t even trying. It was at the end of a long day, they’d had photoshoots and then practice - refresh of old choreography before going to any new one. He could feel the exhaustion settling into his bones, making him feel lethargic and weak. A couple hours nap, he told himself, and then it was your concert. Of course, he was still going, he wouldn’t miss it.

What he hadn’t expected was you getting onto the lift from two floors below, shooting him a wide smile in greeting before ducking your head back to typing on your phone. San tried not to stare but he couldn’t help it, watching the way fingers flew so quickly over your keyboard, the way the screen reflected in your eyes, the way you shifted from foot to foot as the lift shifted from floor 4, 3 and -

The box they were in shuddered, screeched and then came to a sudden stop. San’s hands reached out, as if out of instinct, for you as the unexpected halt had your phone fumbling through your fingers, your legs and feet rocking backwards.

“What was that?” You asked, voice shaky and fearful.

The lights above them flickered and the low ringing of a bell - a warning - came from somewhere beyond them. The lift didn’t move, frozen in space.

“I think…” San swallowed, “I think we’re stuck.”

You pressed a couple of floor buttons, which remained stubbornly unresponsive, and cursed loudly. “Why did this happen at the worst possible time?” You groaned, “Patty is going to kill me.”

“Patty?”

“My manager,” you explained, “I told her to go ahead to the venue, I just wanted to sort a few things out here before I headed. 10 minutes tops,” you huffed, disbelieving.

San winced in sympathy. He could just imagine his own manager in the same situation, eyebrows drawn close, lips pressed into a tense line. A disappointed parent.

Your face was creased with panic, with tiredness and resignation, and San found that he desperately wanted to fix it. “It might not be too bad,” he reassured. His finger pressed the emergency call button, “we’ll just, ya know, call for help. It’ll come soon. Promise.”

His promise was kind of kept, which he was grateful for. Last thing he wanted was to look like a liar, even for something he feasibly couldn’t control. The person on the other end of the emergency call told him that there seemed to be a system error, hence the break down, and that the repair team would be on their way.

“How long will they be?” He’d asked and got an unconvincing, “15 minutes max.”

He passed that on to you, who let out a long sigh and nodded in acceptance. “Okay, okay, that’s fine.”

“You’ll still make it before start time?” San offered.

You flashed him a tired smile. “You know the time my concert starts?”

“I, um, yeah, I mean,” he stammered, averting his gaze and quietly admitting, “I have tickets.”

“Really?” You sound surprised.

San bobbed his head. “Yeah, I mean, I like you - I mean your music,” he corrected. “I have for a while now.”

“Ahh,” you hummed, “okay, that makes sense now.”

San swallowed, and tilted his head in confusion. “What makes sense now?”

Now it was your turn to blush, the pinkness stretching across your cheekbones to your ears. He watched amazed.

“I mean,” you fidgeted with your thumbs, “I thought maybe you were avoiding the studio because the language barrier, but your English is really good, so I thought maybe you just didn’t have an interest in me. Which is fine, of course,” you were rambling, and San could only stare, open mouthed, taken back and amazed as your usually calm and confident persona crumbled in front of him. You turned into a wiggly mess, eyebrows furrowed, lips pouting, eyes dancing around the small space to anywhere but him.

“You…thought I didn’t like you?” He interrupted.

You rolled your lips. “Well, I suppose, y-yeah.”

“But I do.” San pointed at himself.

You looked at him for a moment and away again. “Apparently.”

“Definitely,” San assured.

He took a step closer. He hadn’t noticed he’d been standing so stiffly until he was closing the space between them, unless the broadest part of his shoulder was touching yours. He didn’t realise how tense you had been, until you relaxed under the most fleeting of brushes. You angled towards him, looked up at him through your eyelashes, worried your bottom lip between your teeth as you waited - for something.

“I’m a fan,” he stated.

“I’m a fan.” You echoed the words back.

“I love your voice.”

“I love yours.”

“I really want to kiss you right now.” The confession slipped from him, breathless and without control. His heart pounded in his ears.

You hesitated, just for a moment - enough time for San to think he’d overstepped, read the space wrong, taken advantage of the situation, god, what was wrong with him - and then you angled your head up, looking at him properly.

“Do it.”

It was awkward. San’s fingers flickered at his sides, wanting to reach out and drag you closer, to feel your body pressed against his, but he resisted. Your teeth bumped uncomfortably, lips frozen, before you released a breath, phone dropping to the floor as your hands trailed up his shoulders, his neck, into the back of his hair, angling his head just so and-

Oh. It was good. It was really good.

San lost himself in the glide of lips, the way you clung to him, the way your hips felt under his palms, the feel of your lipstick and the taste of you on the tip of his tongue. He was gone, never to return. Who cared about exhaustion or concerts or being stuck in a broken down elevator? All he could think about was you. You, you, you.

San couldn’t say how long they stayed like that, barely breathing between kisses, hands pulling closer, gripping and refusing to let go. He just knew that when the voices of the elevator repair men could be heard, muffled, on the other side of the sealed doors, he was heady and way too warm. Your lips were swollen and eyes blown when they fluttered open to meet his.

He barely resisted the urge to kiss you again.

“When you get to the concert,” you murmured, “tell me.”

“Gonna let me in the green room?” San tried to joke.

You grinned at him, full of wickedness and promise. Your hands slid down the front of his shirt, over his pecs until they hooked at his waist. “Baby, I’m getting you in the dressing room.”

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