my partner doesn’t use pet names nearly as much as i do, which is very funny because i will crack my gay little knuckles and say some shit like “good morning my sun and moon, my loveliest boy, my baby my sweetheart my darling dearest” and he will reply “hello adrian”

fauxcest but we don’t fuck i just use it as therapy (non-sexual style)

spoon me so i forget i want to be held by someone who hurts me. help me invent a new family, just the two of us, where i feel loved unconditionally in the face of that it’s wrong. care for me like a mother and lover. i don’t know if i’m writing over memories or compensating. it doesn’t matter to me. i just want some solace

If he's so evil and heartless, why is he cuddling with me oh so gently and kissing me?