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/Holy shit. She doesn’t even know where this is coming from but she sure is slightly delighted and maybe a little bit confused. Then again there are those foggy memories that rest against the back of her mind that sometimes gives her dreams of a boy with gold hair, but the eyes, the eyes were the same she as she had remembered them./
O-oh my.
/She tries to think of something to say, but she really can’t She wonders if this how he felt like she did when she wished for her father to be there to comfort her, She’s a bit horrified though that she probably wasn’t there as he grew up.
Being forced to grow up with parents that were your own, she couldn’t imagine how that could have felt. Her father had always been there for her, through thick and thin. He had struggled more and anyone in her life. And that shaped her into who she was today. So she starts slowly, trying to make the best of this situation./
This is a bit surprise, Surely. I don’t know…what I should say, but I can’t say that I don’t believe you. There are a lot of things that I don’t remember but…I won’t allow you to be alone anymore.
You’re family! And sooner or later, you’ll have 3 little brothers! So, we’ll all be happy together, even if your…father doesn’t come back!
[ You listen carefully, still nursing your tea. You try to focus on how it's just like you like it. Chamomile with a nice sweet twang to it. It's nice and warm and you can feel the thick smell wafting up around you and seemingly just trying to blow away all your worries and concerns. ]
[ You feel numb inside when she speaks of the memories that she has but can't really remember. You wonder if she'll reject you and will leave you all along again with those people that don't really seem to understand you. You prepare yourself for that outcome, either way. You prepare yourself for the heartbreak that you are so used to that you can already feel that numbness turning into cool indifference and false acceptance. ]
[ Then she surprised you, her words "I won't allow to be alone anymore". Words you've never heard before. It's like a shock to your system, and you wonder if you'll die because your heart is beating so damn fast and you're sure you've gotten a nose bleed or punctured a hole right into your lip from all this odd happiness. You can't stop looking at her, ever as you reach up to rub away the trail of blood that rolls down your cupid's bow. You burst into smile before you realize it, and even if you want to cry again, you just can't right now. But that smile, that shows your true happiness. You may not have many friends or much of a personality to your name. But you...you have this family. This new happiness. ]
[ You want to stay with her forever. You want to protect her. You want her and your...brothers to be happy. ]
I...I'm glad. I'm glad that you accept me. I want to b e happy with you always...Mama.










