@freshsave

Still being worked on– but! This is going to be one of many blogs to be moved over to my multi @freshsave ! 

And what did Noelle do, when stricken with an actual fantasy?

Freeze on the spot like a stupid statue, lost her breath & lost her nerves, ruining that magical moment with her shock and let it go to waste by just… sitting there. So long that people had to drag to the nurse thinking she’d gone comatose.

What else could she have done? What, with her SOUL overtaken with so many emotions from one little act… even after the shock had faded, it still thumped so fiercely against her chest just from the memories of that short moment.

And the feeling that she’d messed it up only made each heartbeat hurt.

And yet, she didn’t… she couldn’t just sit around and wallow in her failure, like she would after any other awkward encounter. Between the warmth of that moment and the coldness of how she’d left it… it felt like there was a tornado in her chest. And it wouldn’t let her be still. Wouldn’t let her give up.

… it was a burning feeling she couldn’t quite describe. Not really love, but… a fire fueled by it.

That’s what forced her out here, now… skipping class, against all her desires for perfection & being a good student, just because she knew Susie would be too… and knew it’d be the only time she’d actually be able to catch her alone.

‘Course, finding her wasn’t really the hard part.

“S… S-Susie!” Out comes a familiar & frantic voice accompanied by equally familiar & frantic hoof-trots as the deer catches up to her, her runner’s legs not wasting any time closing the distance between them and giving Susie no chance of running away, if she was even half as stressed over this as she was.

And soon as she did, she just… stopped and gently (but firmly) grabbed onto the sleeve of her jacket… maybe to keep her there, maybe to get her attention, or maybe she wanted to grab her hand but lost her nerves... who knows?

… that’s it, for a moment. Just her going silent in the reptile’s presence… before she could feel that sensation start bubbling up again, not letting her stall. Making her actually ACT on her feelings for once.

“Susie, I… I just wanted to, well… to talk. About, like, before? And y’know, about me, and about y-you, and about…” Stars help her she’s stumbling over all of her words; she could feel her hands shaking and her face flushing just talking to her. And that was just with her rambling on.

What was she gonna do when she got to the point…?

Still, despite it all, her SOUL was pushing her forward with each thump against her chest. The grip on her sleeve tightened, buckteeth digging into her bottom lip as she searched for a way to say it outright… before her little heart burst.

Silence lingered for a few more awkward seconds, the doe’s shoulders starting to tremble as feelings were being forced to the surface, unprepared as she was… and there was really only one thing in her mind she could think to say. And against all better judgement on her part, she had to.

Just as soon as she exhaled, out it came.

“I THINK YOU’RE A HOT PIECE OF WORK, SUSIE…!

AND… AND… and, um… I wanna kiss you again! Better, this time! Among, like, a lot of other stuff, but… that first! If you wouldn’t… mind…”

Still, Susie couldn’t help but also admit that even kissing Noelle once was... nice. It was relieving that she’d never have to really wonder anymore. However, now came the dreadful realization that she might never get to do it again. All because she was that stupid!

The lizard grumbled, ready to go from skipping class to outright skipping school--

When she heard the familiar sound of hooves on tile. Was... that Noelle? Skipping class?? That alone made the lizard stop entirely to look at her with utter disbelief. Susie was mildly taken aback at how quickly the deer caught up with her, more out of nervousness that she was here to either scold or laugh at her for what she’d done last week. 

She felt her SOUL tremble and her body tense, keeping her from moving even if Noelle hadn’t grasped at the sleeve of her jacket. She stood there, staring, waiting for what the deer would say as what was really a few moments felt like eternity. It only left Susie with more time to think about all the ways Noelle could reject her right here and now. It almost seemed like the deer was trying to come up with the nicest way of doing so...

Oh jeez, it really was about that, was it? Now Susie’s cheeks flushed with color at the realization that she very likely was going to be let down. She couldn’t blame Noelle for having trouble talking about it. It was definitely incredibly awkward. 

So Susie opened her mouth to let Noelle skip the trouble before--

‘You’re a hot piece of work’. . .?

“I... you... you want to...?” she stammered, now the one at an entire loss for words. What could you say; when years of denial of your own feelings are lifted in the span of mere seconds? 

It started off as a heave of her chest and shoulders, followed by a rising chuckle. At first, it would likely seem like she was laughing at Noelle’s confession. That is, until the tears welled up in the monster’s eyes before they streamed down her cheeks. 

“You-- You’re... serious? You... actually want to kiss me?” Susie finally asked, hand over her mouth as she had a look of shock and awe on her face. She hardly waited for an answer, large hands grasping the reindeer’s sides before lifting her up with the widest of grins. Except, instead of what most expected of her grins, it was far... softer.

LET ME LOVE YOU- Accepting!

my opinion on;

character in general: Susie, oh Susie, where to start with Susie… I’d say my opinions are pretty run-of-the-mill, in that I fucking hated her at first because bullies are bad (I called her, and I quote, a “barney-looking bitch”). As I played, though, and got to see more of her, I started to come around; as I assumed I would. If Toby could make me feel for a soulless, genocidal flower, it didn’t take much to redeem a edgy, angsty teenager in my eyes.I look forward to seeing more of her in future chapters.how they play them: Listen, I don’t usually like going off and pointing out “favorites”, because I know other partners can feel discouraged by that (and it’s a feeling I very much understand), but I fucking love your interpretation of Susie so goddamn much. You’ve fleshed her out and expanded on her in ways that feel exactly right, and has only made me love her more. You took her from a character I enjoyed more on Noelle’s behalf, to a character I adored for her own goodness. So, wholly and honestly, I do consider your Susie my favorite.the mun: My goddess, I’ve only known you for a few months now, but I’d like you to know that I have feelings for you I absolutely fucking adore & cherish you as a partner, a presence on my dash, a friend, and a lesbian archenemy. You have so many blogs, and write so many characters (with AUs thrown on top of them), and yet you do each one of them justice? It’s fucking magical and I’m pretty sure you’re some kind of witch. But that’s hot, so w/e.

do i;

follow them: You’re damn right I do.rp with them: You’re damn right I do!want to rp with them: You’re damn right I do!!!ship their character with mine: YOU’RE DAMN RIGHT I DO!!!!!

what is my;