The Wanderer

“It’s hard to trust someone, especially when the ones you trusted the most were the ones that betrayed you.”

“You’ll never know how damaged a person is until you try to love them.”

“The more I hear about you

i miss us

And here I am still trying to forget the syllables of your name but it seems I am doomed for failure though it seems such a simple thing. The plethora of days that fade into nights where the memories of us are all that is on my mind. I try to shove you into the farthest places where my mind can’t reach but from obscurity, thoughts of you, seem detemined to flee. Every day is a struggle. Every day I say to myself I won’t miss you anymore, you dont deserve all this pain, all this love. Futile for a person like me is a word that drives me crazy. I feel betrayed by my own heart and backstabbed by my mind. I try to keep busy. Not a moment free. Drive myself into the ground ,exhausted, until your ghost flees but I had never understood that phrase….how an instant can last an eternity….now I can see.