Literally a Pear

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Still no results from the doctor... I’m going to call on Monday. My chest is hurting more frequently and things I never used to struggle with are becoming difficult, like going upstairs to my room. I’ve been shaking almost constantly since Thursday when I almost passed out. I feel like whatever this is could kill me, so I really hope the doctor calls soon.

I’m really concerned there’s something wrong with me. I have been absolutely ravenous for two weeks, I expected it to end when my period did but it hasn’t. This never happened when I lost weight the first time, and I haven’t had an extreme deficit at all.

There was an accident today and three of my neighbors were injured and one died, details haven’t been released but I’ve heard they were somehow hit by a vehicle. I think that hit me hard enough that I just completely gave into my cravings today. It’s too similar to how my brother was killed. I ate a whole 10” cheese pizza and pint of ice cream. I didn’t even look at how many calories the ice cream was.

I went to the clinic today for some leg pain I’ve had for the past week (wouldn’t have been so long if they’d seen me right away but whatever) among other issues, and it’s the first time I’ve had a doctor actually acknowledge that I’m overweight and tell me to lose weight.