Arabella

i just dont want it to feel like this anymore

i would like to hold hands with someone which i think makes me a depraved disgusting pervert

how to beg for attention without seeming pathetic

this is MY blog !!!! i WILL shitpost and reblog half my dashboard for like 15 minutes and then disappear for hours !!!!!!!

That sickly feeling when you realize you don’t know how to love. You only know how to be devoted like a dog which has been abused all its life yet licks the hand which beats it.

hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

Really gross of me to desire attention, disgusting honestly.