FUCK UP

me experiencing love: this is too spicy

You know when two people kiss, they form a continuous tube with a butthole on each end.

All of the sudden, I’m in a really shitty mood. I’m not sad. I’m not mad. I’m just, like, frustrated by everything. I’m in a bad mood. And it’s really fucking sad, because last night I was really happy and I thought it was just a normal happy, but now that my mood has swung the other way, I know I was just manic as shit. I just want to have normal feelings. I don’t want to be one mood for no fucking reason. I’m mad for no reason at all. Last night, I was happy for no fucking reason. I want to be normal. I don’t want to be on medication. I’m a fan of medication. I think it’s necessary when you need it. But, I’ve been on it for so fucking long. I’m sick of it. I feel like I’m ready to go on without it.  I want real feelings. I don’t want to take a pill and feel one way and take another pill to feel another way. I had, like, manufactured feelings and it’s fucking sad.  

Weird this post is being reblogged.

the ol’ razzle dazzle