Psytoxic

if being hard on yourself worked, it would have worked by now

i’m just someone’s weird coworker

Rainy days make me want to stay in bed all day but then again I want to stay in bed everyday

I don’t have a break down every day, I have multiple small breakdowns in a day, go completely numb for a few days Then question my entire existence rinse and repeat

“its gonna be okay” bro fucking when

Can’t believe I woke up and now I have to spend another day with my fucking thoughts…

I'm either gonna kill myself or kill someone else I'm so fucking tired of everything

Why does being ignored even in the slightest send me into a spiraling rage? I want to destroy everything and myself. Obviously what I say doesn't matter and isn't worth responding to. I wish I could smash myself into pieces just to prove a point that I don't matter and never did.