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me: *walking down the street* :D
my irrational fear of death: ur gonna trip and fall on ur head, splitting ur skull open and die
me: :l

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i wanna get better. i wanna wake up in the morning and smile when i hear the birds chirping on my window. i wanna be able to enjoy the little things, like my the way my friends’ eyes light up when talking about their passions, the little details in a song, and touching poetry with a cup of coffee. for once, i wanna treat myself and do things for me. i wanna feel alive once again, not just live. ill do it, ill get there someday. i know i will. someday....
if your teenage or childhood years were robbed from you due to trauma or abuse, i want you to know it’s not too late to experience that childish happiness. it’s not too late to enjoy life, have fun and gain yourself back.
Don't get sucked into the "if they really cared I wouldn't have to say something" spiral. No matter how close you are with someone, it's unfair to expect them to know things you haven't actually communicated.
maybe one day

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if i get a bad grade itll affect my mental health but i'm too tired to put in effort and actually study so that will result in me getting a bad grade which will affect my mental heal-
just want to share some thoughts about finding peace.
as someone with a lot of trauma in my childhood i have spent so long and so much grief wishing i could go back and time and save that little kid, because that kid so desperately needed saving, but i’ve always thought it’s too late, bc it all already happened, and no one saved her, so she’ll never be saved and she’ll never be okay,
and i’ve spent the second half of my life mourning the first half.
but my therapist recently made me realize, that little kid is still inside me. i was her, and in a lot of ways i still am her, because i still carry her pain. it’s not too late. she needed an adult to listen to her, and i am that adult. i’m listening. i can tell her that none of it was her fault, and she can believe me, and i can believe me.
she’ll be okay, because i’ll make sure of it, and then I’ll be okay. you can be okay. if you find yourself carrying a lot of hurt, and blaming yourself, or anyone, think of the child who went through that. because no matter what you think of yourself, you know a child didn’t deserve that. and it’s time an adult told them so.
growing up in an unstable house makes your flight or fight response easily triggered. one slightly loud sound can make you flinch. whether it's a knock on a door or even dropping something accidentally. it makes you see everything and everyone as a potential threat. you're constantly on survival mode and alert. when everything calms down you might think it's slowly getting better, your hopes are raised, just to have them crash again when it all goes south. this is so disappointing
everyday a funeral the way i mourn the old her